With love , Draco.

DRACO

"I can't believe it actually worked! "
the little voice in my head kept saying again and again .
I was laying in the bed , I looked at my hands and I noticed my ring- "yes that's my hands."

-"Of course it's your hands , what do you mean ? Good morning by the way , we are late to class so please hurry up !"

I looked at the person standing in front of me -"yo-u ar-e Hermione Granger..."

-"Yes and you are Tessa Charles , come on what's wrong with you today ? had a bad night ? get out this bed WE ARE LATE TO CLASS!"

-"I-I- yea sure. class. "

-"Are you ok? you look a little bit sick "
she looked at me confused .

"yea you know Tessa, i think the idea of the therapist wasn't so bad "
I thought to myself .

-"yea , no I'm totally fine "
I tried to say without looking like a freak .

I got out of bed and stood there as if I'm stuck , but honestly I just didn't know what to do . like where do i get clothes from and what class is she talking about ?
i needed to think about those things better before i went on this "Journey"

-"why are you standing there ? do you need me to teach you how to change clothes ?"
she said with a laughing voice .

"yea it would actually be good " I thought to myself but didn't say a word .
she opened the closet and threw some clothes at me .
"here just change already and stop being weird "

while I was changing that little voice in my head said - "Great , from one reality where people think you are weird to another . Great job Tessa. "

I finished to change and Hermione looked at me as I was looking at her confused as all morning .

"your wand .."

"oh yea , sure "
I took the little wand that was laying on my bed , took the bag that I guess was mine and sent her a little embarrassed smile .

"I'm ready , lets go"

"what is wrong with you today ? " she raised her eyebrow .

"never mind let's go we are already late and professor Swoopstikes will not be happy ." 

we went out to the big corridor , while we were making our way to class i had some time to actually think about the whole situation .

"So I'm in Hogwarts . Hermione is walking on my side talking about some potions, I'm wearing Gryffindor uniform while I was scripting that I want to be a slytherin ,
and it all feels really real ." and there I was , already scared.

we entered the class, and the whole class got quiet looking at us making our way to our desk.

"well well, Miss Granger and Miss Charles .. Thank you for giving us your time." said Professor Swoopstikes as he continued to mix his potion , not even looking away .

"We are sorry professor , Tessa didn't feel good this morning so it took us some time to get ready . "
said Hermione and looked at me while I was staring at this potion that our professor was mixing .

"You two - Detention today after classes, now sit and open the book on page 265 ."
he said, still not even looking away .

As we do , I hear a voice behind me.
"Detention with mudbloods , how exciting "

"Shut up Malfoy!" Granger whispered.
I turn around and my eyes meet with Draco's eyes , I keep staring at him .

"What's wrong Charles ? wanna say something ? "

"I- A-" I just keep staring at him . "No I guess.."
Granger turns me back and looks at me -
"what are you doing ? stop being weird ! it was funny this morning but this is Malfoy , you shouldn't even speak to him and for sure not to stare at him ! what's wrong with you ?"

-"yea I know I just.. "
-"you just what ?"

"Maybe Miss Charles will tell us what is this potion does "
the class went silent and all eyes were on me .

-"I- I don't know " I said quietly .

-"Excuse me ? " he stopped mixing the potion and started to make his way to our table .

-"I don't know what this potion does ." I said more confidently

"Of Course you don't know , you are stupid Mudblood '' Draco said and his friends started to laugh .

Professor Swoopstikes looked at Draco - "Maybe you know Mr. Malfoy ?" he raised his eyebrow .

I turned around to see what he would say and met his eyes again .

-"This potion makes people forget . forget moments , forget the specific things you want them to. '' he says it while staring at me but felt like he was staring at my soul . right through me .

-"50 points to Slytherin ! good job Mr. Malfoy . and what about you Miss Charles - I would suggest you to open your books more often .. -50 points to Gryffindor ".

I looked at Hermione with a sorry look .
-"what do you mean you don't know? you told me what this potion does ! "

-"I-I just don't feel really good today I'm sorry ."

she didn't say anything and the rest of the lesson I was just sitting there thinking -

"how is it even possible ? it's not what I scripted ! My script said that I will be a slytherin , that I will be brilliant at whole classes and that I will be friends with Draco . also I said I wanted to be in the whole seven years but I only have the last Two i guess. my script said I will know spells and .. oh shit its all so fucked up .."


The class ended and as I heard it was lunch time .
Hermione said that she will be with Harry and Ron outside and we will meet there and she just left .

I was sitting there in this empty classroom for about ten minutes until I got really hungry and decided to find the way to the Great Hall where as I remember students can get their meal .

as i was on my way trying to understand where I should go i heard a voice behind me.

-"What are you doing here? it's not a place for Mudbloods "

I stopped and turned around . there he was - Draco . the same Draco as I pictured - blond hair, and beautiful smirk . his green eyes were looking into mine and I got chills .

-"I-I'm just trying to find my w-way to the Great Hall you know, its lunch time "

for a second he looked at me as if he was checking me out with those green eyes.

-"you are at the wrong place. it's our part - Slytherin part. or did you drink this potion and forgot the way ? " he started giggling . and not in a very friendly way .

-"You are more ugly than I thought . I can't believe I even wasted my time to script about you." I mumbled to myself . but i guess he heard it .

-"script ? what script ?"

shit. not good. not good Tessa.

-"I-I , I need to go , bye " I turned around and was about to leave, but he grabbed my hand and turned me to him .
-"Listen Charles , I don't know what this "script " is or what you planning on doing but keep in mind that whatever it is i will find out , and when i will - you will regret it be sure of that you little stupid Mudblood with Dirty bloodline. " he said nervously turned away and disappeared.

"well good job Tessa, that is for sure didn't go as planned ." I thought to myself.
okay maybe I will just stop all of this and go back .

I closed my eyes and clapped three times while saying "I'm going to my real life reality"
I opened my eyes but nothing happened .

"okay maybe i should really want this and think about my home"
I closed my eyes again and tried again .

"Why is it not working? " I screamed .

-"What are you doing?"
Granger stood just at the end of the corridor looking at me .
-"I-I just .."
-"why are you here ? you shouldn't be here .. it's the Slytherin part.. "
-"yea I know I just, I just got lost "
-"what do you mean you got lost ? we were waiting for you at the Great hall but you didn't come so i just went to look for you and what do I see ? you standing in the middle of Slytherin corridor clapping your hands and screaming , are you sure everything is ok ?"

What should I say to her ? "hey listen I'm from another reality , I tried to shift into yours and it worked but now I think I'm stuck here"?

-"I'm sorry , I just really don't feel great today I told you already .. it's such a bad day "

-"why you clapped your hands and what isn't working ?"

-"I was .. I was practicing some spell.. "

-"which one?" she kept pushing me to the corner and I was about to tell her already all of the truth but thank god Neville came suddenly behind her -

-"it's called "unable to see" spell , i think " he scratched his head .

she looked at me confused , "why would you need this spell ? and why here ? "

-"i just wanted to get something of Draco's room and hide it because of what he said today in class about us ." - couldn't I come up with a more stupid and childish excuse ?

for a minute she stared at me and I was sure that this is the end .

-"forget about what he said . we don't mess with Malfoy , it's a very bad idea . let's just go to eat . Dumbledore is gonna speak about the Yule ball "

We went to the Great Hall and we sat down next to Harry and Ron .

-" where have you been ?" Harry asked me nervously .
-"I-Um "
-"She was clapping her hands in the Slytherin Corridor" said Granger .
-"You what ? " Ron looked at me confused .

-"ATTENTION!" Dumbledore tapped the glass to get some attention .
"As you all know, every year we have our special Yule Ball . And this year is not an exception. This year we will celebrate this Ball not only with our Great students, but also we will welcome two more schools, they will arrive here any second .
so I will be thankful if you will welcome them the same way you would like to be welcomed in their schools.

-''I hope there are cute girls there " whispered Ron to Harry .
-" Shut up Ron ! " Hermione looked at him .

-"Please welcome Them!" said Dumbledore and the doors were opened , music filled the whole Hall and everyone was looking at those hot boys that came in .

but my eyes were traveling and suddenly I met with Draco's eyes again.
-"AND NOW WELCOME THE OTHER SCHOOL"
The doors opened again and a lot of beautiful girls came in .
but he wasn't looking at them . at those girls . his eyes were locked on mine . I saw his poker face, and my body was filled with chills again .

-" Tessa hey! Tessa! " Harry was calling my name, which made me stop staring at Draco and look at my plate .

-"what ?" I asked while putting a piece of cake in my mouth .

-"first of all - why are you staring at Malfoy? "

-"she's doing this whole day from this morning ." said Hermione

I choked . but ignored her .

-"and second - who are you going to the Yule Ball with ?"

I choked again . and looked at him .

-"um , I don't think I'm going actually . "

-"why ?" they asked all three together , what made me choke again .

-"I- I don't like those things .. you know dancing and stuff.. "

-" what ? are you okay ? and that is saying the girl who won last year the slow dancing battle.. you're kidding right ?

-"yea ha-ha of course I'm  just joking around " I said trying to not look weird .
 me? I won? What? ..

" Guys you know what ? I think I will go outside. I need some fresh air . I will see you later in the common room . "

I went outside and sat on a bench under some tree .
"Yule ball? no stop it wasn't the plan .. "

 I tried again to clap my hands but it didn't work . tears started to come from my eyes . it was a bad idea .

-"crying is for weak people " I already know who this is without even looking .

 -"And you Mr. Draco Malfoy is a strong one aren't you ? " I said not even turning to him.

 -"yes I am , you see.. its all depends on your bloodline . weak bloodline -weak people .
 Dirty bloodline - Dirty people or even better as I love to call them "Mudbloods ".

" -"SHUT THE FUCK UP DRACO!" - I screamed at him and found myself really close to his face. 

 -"ooou , look at this our little MUDBLOOD can speak more than two words. What happened to your tears ? where are they ? he smirked, staring deep into my eyes .

-"you are the most ugly , Egoistic , and Toxic person I ever knew . you are not more than just a boy that has childhood trauma , You have a lot of pain in you and you just afraid to be yourself , you are disgusting . I'm not surprised that everyone hates you . even you , you hate yourself. "


he got mad . i think.

 he pushed me to the tree and locked me against it with his knee . I could feel him .
 I could feel his hard worm breathing and his heart beating . he took his hand and put it on my neck like he's about to choke me .

 -"you should be more careful with your tongue Tessa. you see , he stopped for a second . not everyone likes to hear what you have in your little Stupied Mudblood Dirty bloodline head.

and I think you need to understand that messing with me is not a good idea for you .
you are getting on my nerves .

 and lucky for you today I'm in my good mood "

he clung to me tighter and whispered in my ear - "you are so lucky Tessa , So lucky see you at detention . "

I could feel his breath on my ear and immediately I got the chills .

he noticed that and gave me a smirk , he moved his fingers down my neck and took a few steps back turned and left .

I was still standing there trying to understand what just happened as I heard someone screaming .

-"HELP!! HEEEEELPP!!"