With love , Draco.

The Yule Ball Part 1 -"I WANT YOU"

It's been a week since I last spoke to Draco in the West tower, I tried my best to stay away from him as he asked me to even though it was not easy for me at all.

I still had a lot of questions , and even more after our last talk.
I was happy about one thing , Hermione stopped with her questions - but it was only because she couldn't speak about anything else besides this Yule Ball and Viktor.

For the last week Ron tried to find a partner to go with to the ball , until some girl whose name Padma Patil didn't ask him herself.

Harry was so happy every time he saw me and tried to convince me it's gonna be fun .
The times I did see Draco , we locked eyes but then he was always the one to cut the eye contact.
I thought about what he said a lot , I tried to understand why and how but I couldn't .

"What are you doing to me Tessa ?"

What did he mean by saying that ?
Why was he so different that day at the tower ?

I didn't think I would say it , but the reality is that I think I'm even a little bit jealous that some "Charlotte" is his partner for the Yule ball tonight .

Like come on , it's either she looks really good or she's just a Slytherin .
Who knew that Draco would even go this stupid Ball .

-"Tessa, are you even listening ?"

Hermione waved at my face with her hand , which made me stop thinking .

"Yea .. um .. sorry "

"So which one ? The pink one or the Blue one ? "

"I think you look beautiful in both of those dresses " I smiled at her .

"Yes i know , but which one is better ?"

"Go for the pink one "

"you sure ? "

"yes "

"Now to you Miss Charles "

"What ?"

"What are you wearing for tonight ?"

I was so busy with my thoughts this week , that I didn't even pick a dress .

"good job Tessa"

"I-I don't know .."

"I knew that you will forget about this , that's why I'm such a good friend and i bought you something "

"Hermione you shouldn't-"

She opened the closet and pulled a long black dress with opened shoulders and a half opened chest and back .

It was basic , but I loved it .

it was for me, it was my taste - Nothing too colorful and special , just basic and beautiful .

"Oh my god ! I love it ! "

"You see ! I just knew you're gonna like it ! it's just for you ! "

"Thank you so much!"

We started to get ready for the ball , she did my hair and we were about to finish as we heard a knock on the door .

When Hermione opened the door i heard Harry -

"Tell Tessa I will wait for here downstairs , and hurry up the ball is about to start "

she closed the door and looked at me -

"He's such a cutie ! Don't you think ? "

"yeah , I guess"

What could I say to her ? That I wish it was Draco who knocked on the door ?
I took a sip of the wine we opened while we were getting ready .

"You two should be a couple !"

I choked .

"What ?"

"I'm just saying that i think he is in love with you Tessa "

I finished my glass of wine in one shot and squeezed my eyes .

"Hermione , please don't say that again "

"Why ? you don't like him ? "
"Let's not talk about it "

"You like somebody else .. aren't you ? "

"No i jus-"

"Who is it ? Tell me I'm excited ! "

"Malfoy, Draco. Malfoy . I think this wine did its job"

"No one , and let's go, haven't you heard Harry? the ball is about to start ."

When we came downstairs we met Harry , Viktor and Ron with Padma Patil .

Viktor took Hermione and they disappeared and just as they did Ron started to get angry .
Harry looked at me and said really quietly with a shy voice -

"You look beautiful Tessa, Just as I was imagining you to be tonight . "

"Thank you , you also look really good "

We came into the Great Hall , And what I saw made me be shocked .

A big dance floor , expensive tables with expensive and delicious food and drinks that made me want to try everything , Musicians from all kinds and even the curtains were chosen by the theme of the ball.

It was beautiful . Fantastic .

The people were dancing and having a good time .

I was filled with different kinds of emotions .

"Will you dance with me ? " Harry Handed me his hand .

"Yea.. sure "

We started to dance and as we were dancing my eyes found Draco , who was standing with his friends and some girl by the Drinks Table .

When he noticed me looking at him and our eyes locked I broke the eye contact .

I don't know why , but I felt guilty , as if I just cheated on him and I got caught .
Even though I broke eye contact , I still could feel him watching me .

We kept dancing and suddenly I saw that Harry looked behind me and I heard this familiar voice .

-"Who was teaching you to dance Pottah ?"

"Shut up Malfoy. '' Harry answered him and I saw Draco with Charlotte already dancing by our side.

"Why so rude Pottah? "

Draco asked him and looked at me , Harry saw it and pulled me closer to him .
he pulled me so close I could feel his heart beating faster .

"Don't mind him , he just wants to ruin our night .. don't give him this pleasure "

Said Harry and smiled at me as I'm doing my best to smile back knowing I just want this dance to end .

"Did you already confess to her your feelings and I missed it ? or are you just not there yet and we should wait ? " He smirked at me .

"okay , relax Tessa . No but why does everyone around me keep talking about it ? is it kind of a joke ?"

I was so angry .

"Harry, I'm sorry, I just.. let me go get something to drink "

"If you want I could bring you-"

"No , thanks I really need a second "

"Tessa are you-"

"Harry, I'm fine"

I left the fast I could and after a moment I was already standing at this table looking at the drinks section .

I saw this beautiful bottle of Whisky that was calling my name .

I don't really like the flavor - but it works the best, so I opened the bottle and took a shot then another one and one more .

"Eww , this is ... uhh it burns "

"Slow down Mudblood , leave some for others "

"Draco."

"The one and only as you can see"

"What do you want ?"

"First of all , I want this bottle that you are holding , and second of all-"

he looked at me as if he was checking me out.
I could feel it so I turned to him and was about to yell but then i saw his eyes and face expression .
His eyes went dark and he bit his lower lip .

"Here " I gave him the bottle .

"You look good. " he said while opening the bottle and taking a shot .

"Is the whisky already working or he said what I really heard ? "

"Thank you . Where is your Girlfriend ? "

"Tessa please shut up."

"My Girlfriend ?" he raised his eyebrows as if surprised and then smiled .

"Charlotte"

"Oh , I actually came here to get her a drink "

"Good for you , so take it and go "

a moment of silence , and i already felt the alcohol running all over my body - what made me be so brave .
I looked at him -

"Why are you smiling ? Did I say something funny ? "

"No, not at all " He kept smiling .

"Can you just take your drink for your stupid Charlotte and give the bottle back to me ? "

"Am I hearing jealousy in your voice Charles ? "

"yes and I want you to say you don't really like this Charlotte "

"No! Why would I be jealous ?"

for a second he looked at me and suddenly pulled me closer to him -

"You sure ? " he whispered right to my lips .

"Dr-raco p-people are looking "

"I don't care , Answer the question Tessa"

I could feel how my body screams that it wants him . wants his lips on mine.

"No."

"I don't believe you, you can try and lie to yourself but I see everything ."

He took a step back, opened the bottle and took one more shot .
took the glass of wine for his "Charlotte" and left .

I took the bottle of whisky and left the Great Hall .

After a while I was at the West tower - Drunk , alone with my thoughts with a bottle of a good whisky .

I sat down on the floor that was cold with some snow on it .
Because I was drunk I couldn't feel the cold.

"How everything became such a mess?"
"Why is this the place I choose to run to?"
"Why is Draco acting so strange ?"
"How could I fall in love with him ?"
"STOP."

I couldn't believe I just admitted this .
I took a sip of the whisky .

Great. I'm in love with a person who thinks I'm a Mudblood and just loves to play me . Great.

He's there , Dancing with this "Charlotte" - I took one more sip .

And I'm sitting here thinking about him . - and another one .

look at me , sitting here at 1AM Drinking this bottle alone.

"You became an alcoholic in your desired reality after you almost got killed in the forest by a werewolf , and you fell in love with a person who hates you "

I started to laugh .

"So fucked up. "

-"What's so funny?"

"Draco. he's here."

I got up and looked at him as I realized how all of this looks like ,
but i was so drunk that i didn't even care at this point .

"Oh look it's the one and only Draco Malfoy '' I said and started to laugh .

"You are drunk."

"Yes ! Correct ! 50 points to Slytherin!"

"Stop it. "

"Why ? Why do you need to be the only one that gets the option to be rude ?"

"I wasn't rude."
"Anyways , Where is your girlfriend ? Is she coming up here? Do you want me to leave ? "
I took the bottle and started to make my way to the stairs , but he blocked me with his body.

"She's not my girlfriend. "

"Fine , I don't even care . Move"

he didn't move .

I took one more sip of the bottle as he snatched my bottle.

"Hey! Give it back !"

"I think you had enough "

"Who the fuck you are to decide what is enough for me ? "

He took a sip from the bottle, put it down and pushed me against the wall .

His knee was between my legs , one hand on the wall behind me and with the other one he grabbed my neck .

He pulled himself closer to me and looked at my lips .

-"You stupid Mudblood" was the last thing he said before his lips covered mine .

I could feel how hard he desires me right now.

his worm tongue raged in my mouth .

he bit my lips which made me moan quietly into his mouth .

his right hand , which was placed earlier on the cold stone wall behind me,
fell on my waist and he squeezed it hard pressing me closer to him .

-"D-Draco im-"

"Shut up "

His lips moved to my neck and he started to kiss it wildly when from time to time he bites it .

I felt my body getting so hot , I couldn't breath , I felt like I'm going out of air .

I ran one hand into his hair while the other grabbed his shirt in the back .

for a second he stopped and looked at me with those green Wild eyes .

-"If you knew it was the last time you would see me , what would you tell me ?"

"Wha-at what do you mean last time?"

"Just answer me "

"I-I dont know I-"

-"Tessa I want you. and I want you now . tonight"

"Draco im -"

"Come with me , please Tessa I promise you you won't regret this night "

"you know you want it Tessa. Don't stop yourself."

He took the bottle , took my hand and we went downstairs .

After a while we arrived at a small cabin that was placed near the entry to the forest .

We came in and I saw a double bed , a little writing table and a fireplace.
Pictures , a cute carpet and a mini fridge .

"What is this place?" I asked him while he closed the door .

"Its my little place to hide in "

He took two glasses and poured whiskey into them .

"Here" he gave me the glass while I sat on the bed.

"Cheers" he looked at me and drank the whole thing he had in the glass.

I did the same .

"You are drunk Tessa. you should leave. its a bad idea"

I put the glass on the floor and before I could realize anything ,
Draco already was on top of me .

His lips covered mine and we merged in a hot kiss .

He looked up for a second from the kiss , and took off his shirt .

"Oh my god, his body, he is just .."

-"I think we can get rid of it " He looked at my dress .

I didn't say a word .

He slowly took off my dress and I found myself half naked in front of him .

His eyes took a full tour of my body and I tried to cover myself with my hands .

-"No. Don't you dare . You are beautiful ."

He kissed me hard as his fingers slid down my belly .

He took off my panties and put two fingers inside while looking at me to see how I would react .

I let out a quiet moan and closed my eyes.

-"Do you like it ?"

"y-yes " My voice was cracking .

He kept going in and out with his fingers , which made my body move up and down as I'm getting the most pleasure I could get trying to catch some air.

He leaned forward and kissed me while taking my bra off .

After he dropped it somewhere in that room his lips went to my chest ,
He was playing with his thong and I was moaning louder .

-"D-Draco, I want you all in."

"You want to feel me ? "

"yes-s"

He took off his pants and then his underwear .

-"Look Tessa . Look how hard he is , It's all because of you .

You don't even realize how hard I want you . you don't know how many times I played this scene in my head . "

I got the chills .

-"Tessa " He looked in my eyes - "What are you doing to me?"

-"Draco I-"

He kissed me and then asked -

"You trust me ?"

"Yes"

He leaned closer to me, kissed me and entered into me slowly , as I moaned very loud.

He kept moving inside me , with every move I felt more close to the end .
In and out as if I'm just scratching his back with my nails .

-"Tessa! I'm about to cum ! fuck I'm so close! "

and then it happened .

I felt this worm feeling inside me , I felt his body heavily lying on me.

His breathing was fast and heavy .

I also tried to Breath .

It was the silence , me , and Draco .

-"Tessa.." he said while still laying on my chest .

"what ?"

"I never got the chance to ask you , what is this script you talked about ?"

 I was silent . He got up and looked at me .

 "what is this ? come on tell me " He started tickling me .

"Okay ! Okay! Stop! " I laughed.

  "It's now or never Tessa , Tell him ."

"I'm from another reality .
I scripted on paper my way here and basically wrote on a paper how I want my desired reality to look like .
I shifted here and now I'm stuck . "

 For a second he stared at me and then burst out laughing .

-"okay , okay ! I admit . you are funny "

"Draco i-i wasn-"

 "Listen you could just tell me you don't wanna share it with me , BUT THIS ? "

He started to laugh again .

"I wish it was a joke " 

Suddenly we heard a knock on the door.