Euphoria

Part 2 Unconditional Love

"I had a sip of nostalgia
       now I am high on     
Melancholic Memories 
                of you!"             

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Kartik's POV

I was crying for an hour while I already blocked her on instagram. I have had enough of her and now it was too much. Her reasons are so futile and meaningless as I think of them. My heart is roaring as she just tore it apart without even thinking about me, about what I might feel. I just wanted to isolate myself so that nobody can see me in the state I'm.

To my surprise Kiki barged in my room with anger prominent on her face.
I wiped my tears away and asked her what happened?
"Stop crying Koki..! She is a bitch."

"Kon kya? What are you saying?" I asked.

"Your princess just unfollowed me..pr muje uska dukh nhi hai..I was ready for that. I saw this coming..."

"What?" I asked while trying to catch my breathe.

"Your breakup with her. Jese vo pichle ek mahine se behave kr rhi hai..jese tum rote rhte ho..kbhi use ladte ho..I hear it all bhai. Or ye to hona hi tha!"

"Stop saying this all." I shouted because she was breaking my hopes..hopes that I was still harbouring in a corner of my heart.

"Bhaii aap bhi samjh jaoo..uske nakhre kam hi nhi hote yaar. Maybe..maybe She was always like this..!? Ek Birthday wish ke liye she did this much...use efforts dikhte hi nahi hai yaar!"

"Kya kia usne?" I asked teary eyed.

"She deleted some pictures on instagram with you and even edited the caption. My friend told me all this. Or usne apko bhi block krdia hai. Matlb vo koi bcchi hai jo ye sab kia. I don't believe ke vo ye sab kyu or kisliye kar rhi h?"

"She clearly Don't deserve you bhai! And I mean my words. Aap rona band kro." She wiped my tears but as a response I just pushed her away.

"Just go! Mujse abhi bat mat kr..jaa bahar!"

"I know uske bare me jo keh rhi hu..sunke bura lag rha haina..but that's the reality!" She shrieked on me in anger.

"She don't deserve you because she is not worth it!" After saying this all, she went out while I just curled up near my bed.

I never thought that we will end up like this and that too for such small reasons. Can't she act more maturely? Am I myself wrong? I doesn't understand.

A one and a half month ago, I was so happy with her and most importantly she was happy with me. It was all going so smooth. Though our movie didn't get the expected love, but people were adoring us. Our acting was praised like anything. Does the failure of our film economically affected my relationship?
I don't know! I don't know anything! We were so good. So fucking good! We could be more awesome together but she chose to part ways. Why?
This is the only question that rang in my head.

In this lockdown itself, in an interview when I was asked about my equation with her..I just answered everything from heart. Because whenever her topics get the place, It just comes naturally. I always blush, smile, or say things that a celebrity will never admit but I do. Even she does that.
But I'll always do that.

"It's magical. No one knows. There are some things that just work..! I think it's the Innocence that works. It's.. it's just right there so and we..we are so real in front of each other...it shows!"
I remember my words about how we are, together! We don't act, we never did. It is always the truth and Innocence that plays between us. So happy, so loving, so caring..then why it happened?

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Sara's POV

I broke down in tears as I put down the phone after breaking up with him. Tears were spilling out from my eyes as I clutched the cushion to my chest. My heart was breaking as his face flashed in front of my eyes. To prove Kartik that I doesn't like him anymore, I blocked him, unfollowed Kiki who was always so sweet with me and even edited my instagram posts like a kid.
I know I'm foolish to do all this but it was all necessary.
I know it's hard, hard for both of us! But I had to call it quits. I had to break-up with Kartik because I can't stand it anymore. I already knew that I was badly going to ruin my own birth anniversary but this was the right time!
Yes!
It's a break up!
I can't describe how hard it was for me to..to break his heart. To put up an act that I'm pissed. To show how much annoying he has become and to pretend how much unhappy I'm with him. But actually it's him, with whom I was always the most happy. He always kept me cheerful and confident. As he used to say, we were magical. Actually we are! Whenever we were together, there were no blues in life, there was just bliss. I never frowned in his presence because his smile gave me the promise that everything eventually will fall into place. But sadly, this time it didn't. My horror was overpowering. My fear was more convincing this time. Unfortunately, I had to take this decision for our betterment. I know I'll never be able to get him back and trust me I'll never try that. Because maybe we were meant to be separated one day.

There are men who call their girl princess but doesn't treat them right. Where as Kartik is the one, who will always treat you like a queen no matter how much successful he himself is. I never met a guy like him. So kind hearted, so cute and so vulnerable. People like him are hard to find. And I can predict that nobody like him will again enter in my life. Because God gives you gems only once and I have lost him purposely.
I remember every minute detail of those incidences when I was being continuously trolled for "nepotism" and how he always stood by my side. I live him. I know I do. Always had known this. But I know that it's not feasible and know that it's difficult, more or less impossible to invest myself again into him.
I began breathing heavily as tears spill harder, my face into the cushion as I stare out in the dark and lonliness in my heart. I have totally fucked up the things. I have just killed him from inside and myself too. I looked for my phone and saw my happy pictures with him, always looking at each other with so much of affection and warmth. And somewhere in my already battered heart, it stabs. Makes me deflate that he wouldn't be like this anymore with me.
And
We will never gonna be together again.

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A/N: Sorry for the late update but I'm badly caught up with things around me.
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