Euphoria

Part 6 Hate Stories

"Sometimes,
Love means being there,
Even when you need
To be somewhere else."

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Kartik's POV

What the hell!! It's paining...my head is paining!! There is so much shit going on right now!!!
Kese sab thik hoga?? I don't know what to do with my heart. I am missing her. Her memories are fucking up my mind, unabling me to concentrate as the noise in my heart is way too much. Recently I was watching Love Aaj Kal again, for the 5th time in a row, to relive her, her memories, how she smells, how she talks and how she acts. But with the movie, a reality dawned upon me I'm not Veer and she's not Zoe. I doesn't want to sit back and wait for her like Veer but hearing him once again the dialogues I can't agree more with my character. It's all making me hurt, confuse and then..I just want to keep my dignity intact.
The distance I'm maintaining just like Veer, not questioning her further and waiting for her is just because I doesn't dislike her for this breakup but I know in future on overthinking, I'll for sure. And I'm a goner.

Well, mai to abhi se lgta hai bejaan hogya hu. Kuch hi din huye hain or pura badal gaya hu. I don't find the audacity to interact with anyone, not even my fans. I just don't post things like before, even though Sanchita is going mad over me. Uske bhut kehne pr maine sirf kaam se related chize share kari.. pr fans se interaction, family se bhi sab kam hogya hai. But my family is giving me time and my true fans...they are tensed about the changes in me.

I'm disturbed For now, because I can not take the shit that is still coming In our way in our comment section. People are blaming Sara that she came in relationship, just for movies. It's a promotional gig. I even saw some of my fans bashing her and calling her names. How bad I want to clear this all because it's not like that what it looks like. We are..err..we were a thing. And we were together. And nobody can change or manipulate this fact. And yes! We love each other.

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Sara's POV

It's disheartening..! It's disgusting!!! It's crap!! People do not have emotions left in their hearts anymore. What a shame!! In the name of memes, sometimes it's just negativity and Sadistic approach. What a materialistic world this is, specially this bolly world. Just because we are actors, just because we don't show, we don't reveal, our feelings are considered nothing or if nothing then hoax. We are not considered humans.
Log kyu bhul jaate hain ke hum bhi insaan hai. Humari bhi feelings hain..humara bhi dil tut ta hai. Mera dil tuta hai...

I can't imagine how people post shit about everyone out there.
I mean..how..how people can just make our fun. They are making memes on our break-up. Man to karta hai.. personally ek ek ka muh tod du. It's just pathetic yaar!
Some of my fans are blaming him...I mean okay! You are my fan and admirer but how can you blame him. He's more important than anything else. He's my life and why??? Why people are blaming him.
Moreover they are calling our relationship a promotional strategy..!
Did it look like that? We were so natural. So from where the word promotional strategy comes? I just pity these people who do such things and say anything they like to.

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"Sara tumne ye dekha?" My friend messaged me.

"Kya hua?" I texted back.

"Dekho.. yaar! Orhan liked a comment in which Kartik was blamed for the breakup. Esa hai kya Sara? Par tune to kaha tha ke it was Mutual disagreement!?" She replied. And I checked the post, subsequently the Comment. It was real and Orry had liked that.

"Orhan!" I spoke at the top of my voice in the hotel room. I'm in Goa for a vacation. You... know..mumma wanted me to take a break. So I did.

"Kya hua Sara? Why are you shrieking like a mad woman?" He joked.