Euphoria

Part 4 The Fiasco

"Your presence sparks
A genetic memory
That whispers happiness."

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Sara's POV

I remember how he was there for me always..! No matter what. There were so many days when I felt low, midway in blues and lethargic in life, but he just smiled and lent me his hand to hold and walk together. I just cannot forget how kind and loving he is. It's not that I'm weak, instead everyone in my family believes that I'm emotionally strong. But I broke down on the Rohit sir's clip fiasco because it had been numerous times, I have been Targeted!
And that day, it crossed all the limits. But Kartik saved me. Despite of the heavy tension going on between us and corona crisis, he came just for me! He keeps on winning my heart again and again and in return I shattered his into a million pieces. I am the baddest person! But I can't help it! This break up is necessary. We need to separate for his benefit. I can't see him in any kind of stress or grim situation. I want him to be happy and prosperous for the rest of his life.

Sometimes, it just breaks me within, that we will never be again the same.. this thought literally kills me. And a part of me wants to go back to him. Wants to be the way I used to be with Kartik. There's a tiny ounce of my soul that wants to loose all the controls. Just for once. Let go!
But it's not possible as I have come a long way.

My friend Orhaan is so happy when he listened that I broke up with him. Not that he knows the situation that's why he's happy. He's happy because he never liked Kartik and irrespective of any reason I have left him. And this makes Orhaan happy.
God!! I don't know why he doesn't like him. Kartik is a gem of a person and anybody can love him. But Orry...uggh!! He pisses me off whenever we come to discuss about Kartik.
"I love you Kartik! I miss you very badly!" I murmured as I was resting on my bed.

"You dumped that bitch?" Orhan entered my room suddenly with a big smile on his face.

"What the fuck you are saying?"

"Something that I heard Sara." He said.

"I'm talking about you calling him words!" I said with anger in my eyes.

"He deserves that. And what he don't deserve is YOU!" He shouted.

"Shut up! Just get lost! Get lost I said!" I shouted at him and with his blood boiling, he went out!

This much hatred..? That too for him? How is that possible!!?
Nobody will understand why I dumped him! Because nobody will come to know about it. I have to keep it a secret. God!!!

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I was eating fruits, when Orry again barged in my house and uttered "look Sara! Mai tumse ladna nahi chahta. But jab tum usse break up kar chuki ho to problem kya hai? Mai uske bare me kuch bhi kahu..ab kyu farak pdta hai tumhe??"

"Farak humesha pdega! Kal bhi padta tha aaj bhi or aane wale har din muje farak pdega because I love him. I always will!" I said in tears as he again triggered me to that level.

"Oh god! I don't know when this obsession of yours will level down!" He gritted his teeth.

"Never!" I shouted while tears were brimming in my eyes.

"Then why do you left him?" He asked.

"As if you don't know!"

"Yes I know! Because he won't be able to support you. He won't be able to bear the shit that will come to you! Knowingly or unknowingly..it's the best decision of yours till now!" He gave a coy smile.

"Fuck off!" I glared at him.

"Chup ho jaoge Tum dono!" Mom intervened.

"Mai to jaa hi raha tha aunty!" Orry moved out.

"Offoo! Itna kyu ladte ho tum. Dekho chala gya na vo!" She asked me.

"Ye ladai humari Friendship affect nhi krti. Vese bhi maa it's about Kartik. Orry or mera point of view alag hai. That's it!"

"Par tumne kyu chod dia beta Kartik ko? Mai dekh sakti hu tum khush nhi ho!" She asked all concerned.

"Mumm..mummy!" I began crying and hugged her tightly.
She grazed her fingers through my hairs and tried to pacify me.

"Kya hua hai darling..at least muje to batao..why you broke up?"

"Mom it doesn't.. matter!! Look how happy I am after breaking up with him. Look!" I, like a mad woman, showed her all the fake smile laiden birthday pictures that I posted on instagram two days ago.
"Look how unaffected bitch I'm!" I again sobbed and just went to my room.

How can I tell her that a big storm is awaiting me? I'll be doomed in the near days.. probably!!
How can I tell them that my "only gym friend" Ria had screwed things for me.
Yeah!! Every one knows the drug scam going on nowadays. Ria had been caught and summoned for drug abuse by narcotics bureau, just because her WhatsApp chats about the same, got leaked. She confessed it to me that if she gets dragged badly, then she won't spare anyone else.

How much idiot I was to attend that bloody party at one of her friends!? Why did I go there!!? I never did drugs and I'll never do. But she threatened me that she will be taking my name too. Gosh!!
And that's why I'm scared. How can I tell this to mom? To Kartik? He always went through so much hate on social media.. because of me. "Your girlfriend is a nepotism product..!!" He always ignored this shitty thing. But deep down I know that it always hurt him, because we were bashed in the process. We were even called fake sometimes. Were we? Never!! We have been the most real in front of each other. But..! Forget it!
So yeah, That's why I just want him to stay away!!! I could foresee the unnecessary hatred coming to me and eventually to him. So better to part ways!!!
The best method to save my life (Kartik) while staking the same.

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A/N : I know..I know..I know I'm super duper late..but I am badly caught up in things and online classes. Spare me this time guys! Will try to update ASAP in future! Love yaa❤️✨