Clone Trooper Angst Oneshot Book

Boil

A/N Hey Guys! Here's a really depressing chapter! The comic above is really sad :( hope you enjoy!

When the news came I couldn't believe it. Waxer is gone. Dead. Tears begin to well in my eyes as I try so hard to contain them. I picture his gentle smile, how much he loved taking care of Numa to the point of putting a sticker of her onto the helmet and how happy he was when he found out that Numa had been calling us brother the entire time. He didn't shut up after that for a long time, he constantly asked how she was even though I had no idea. It used frustrate me to no end and now I wouldn't mind it if he talked about Numa for a day as long as I get to hear him again. To see him smile. But that will never happen again. Pong Krell just had to do that. And I wasn't there to save him, to protect him as I always did before. I look at his helmet taking in every paint mark, the sticker and the scratches. The helmet on my head hides everything I'm feeling, I feel a hand go onto my shoulder, "I'm sorry Boil" Cody says as he pats my shoulder before heading to the door, he stops and looks back. "I'll tell the boys to leave you alone for a while but just know it's okay to come to us" He waits for a while expecting a reply which I don't give. He sighs and leaves. I take off my helmet, feeling rage boiling up in my. I release a scream before punching the wall as the tears begin streaming down my face as I punch the wall again and again and again. Eventually I stop looking down at my broken bloody knuckles. I clench my fists feeling the hot pain. I slide down the wall holding Waxer's helmet to my forehead feeling the tears come out my eyes faster and faster. Eventually, I get up place the helmet on the table and left the room. The 212th medic died so I head over to the 501st barracks.

I enter the barracks, "Boil? Are you okay?" I look to see Cody sitting next to Rex, "Have you seen Kix?" I ask hiding my broken knuckles, "Woah Boil what the hell happened to your hand?" Jesse asks taking hold of it and gently wipe away the blood. I flinch as a twinge of pain goes through my hand, "Did you do this?" I feel guilty looking at Cody's worried face. All I do is nod looking down at the floor as I wipe some rogue tears from my face. No one says anything for a while until I feel arms wrap around me as Cody hugs me. I can't hold it in as I bury my face into my brother's shoulder, "Let it out Boil" He says as he rubs circles onto my back, as I sob. Other clones join as I feel some petting my hair and others holding onto me trying their hardest to comfort me. Eventually, the tears stop but all I want to do is cuddle with my brothers. To try and forget. But I will never forget...

A/N Hey guys! Sorry if it's short but I thought it would be best for this type of chapter. Also I depressed myself by writing this so yeah I hope you enjoyed it! Requests are always open so if you have any ideas then feel free to tell me! See ya later!