~ POV switches often
~ Might be grammar or spelling errors :/
~ Please note this is my first story and I tried my best
~ ALL COVER ART CHAPTERS 1-4 ARE FROM ssz__ssz ON TWT PLS GO SUPPORT
(EIJI POV) It has been approximately 7 years since Ash died. I now live with my niece, Akira, and partially Sing. Everything with me is fine and i'm okay. I do still miss Ash with everything in me, but I hide it the best I can so that everyone doesn't worry about me. I break down occasionally at night and imagine him here with me. Sing desperately wants me to let go of Ash and move on, but something in me keeps telling me that he's still here and to keep believing in him. when I feel lonely I take a bunch of Ash's clothes and belongings and lay next to them as a sign of hope that he's still here. I still remember hearing him cry out of fear at night. I wanted to do more for him, but all I ever did was get him into more danger. It hurt me so much hearing him like that every night. If only I loved him more while he was alive maybe he would still be here.
Last week I went to Cape Cod with Akira and Sing. We went to take pictures for Akira's art portfolio I suggested she take photos at Cape Cod because I knew it was beautiful. I also craved something to help me feel closer to Ash. I mistook a random blonde guy for Ash. I know that Sing noticed but played it off to not embarrass me. I know that Akira is curious why I get anxious and triggered at certain words or topics. I want to tell her but I don't need her to pity me and feel bad. Does Akira ever wonder why I don't take her to the library and only Sing does, does she wonder why we don't go out on halloween, does she wonder why I have a box of clothes that I never use ? I bet she has so many different questions that she wants to know. I will tell her eventually but for now she will have to wait. Sing will be taking Akira to the library tomorrow because I have somewhere to be. Tomorrow is Ash' and I meeting anniversary.
~word count 386
~ REALLY short ik but bear with me for now
~ I hope it was okay for now but i'll get better I promise
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Tears Of the Lynx
Krótkie OpowiadaniaAlternative ending to Eiji Okumura and Ash Lynx' Story. It is canon that anime and manga Ash have different endings so this is my take on it :)) I don't take credit for the characters or the original plot. I just own the plot in THIS story. Please n...
