Tears Of the Lynx

Chapter 3

~ reminder i literally have no clue what i'm doing :)
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~ ‼️MENTION OF SUICIDE‼️

(ASH POV) ~this is different from where the cliffhanger left off~

After I got stabbed I planned on dying peacefully with Eijis letter. I knew he was finally safe from all harm. Me being alive and around him will only cause him more danger. So my ultimate choice was to die and leave him untouched as i left him. I was aware of the position in which i was stabbed and I knew I wasn't in fatal condition. At this point I knew that I could've gone to a hospital in time to save myself, but I would rather commit suicide then have Eiji be in danger again. I sat in the library for about 4 hours after initial arrival, smiling at Eijis letter telling myself how i can die knowing someone truly loved me in my life. Eiji loved me unconditionally. he didn't expect anything back and i love him back. I found love. soon after my revelation I finally felt the end coming. I felt like I was right at deaths door. Right before I was gonna pass I saw a dark, and faint figure come up to my limp body and grab a hold of my body just as I lose consciousness.
~TIME SKIP 3 YEARS AFTER LIBRARY SCENE~

I open my eyes and I see i'm in a run down house. I am very unfamiliar with my location. I was able to identify my location quite easily in New York, but I know I am no where near New York right now. I frantically panick looking for Eiji's letter. I know that I had it in my hand at the library. That was my last piece of Eiji, and I lost it. Im so mad at myself and I get frustrated because I don't know my situation. So I broke down and started to cry. At this moment I missed Eiji so much. I remember how he would comfort me when I cried at night. And he would hug me when he knew i needed it, but couldn't express it. I feel myself losing consciousness again, and slowly fall back to sleep crying.
~AFTER HIS NAP~
I get up groggily. I quickly adjusted and stayed on guard because I felt like I was in danger. I was pretty sure I had just died in the library, but this felt to real to be the after life. I finally stood up from the bed that was I was on placed in the middle of the living room. I turn a corner to see a huge mirror on the wall. I am shocked to see my new appearance. I stand there in front of this mirror for a while shocked. A person walks through the front door. I am unpleasantly surprised to see blanca walk through the door. He has the same surprised expression on his face as me. Although he seemed shocked it didn't seem like he didn't know i was alive. I immediately grabbed a pocket knife i saw earlier that was nearby. I didn't know if i was in danger or not so i stayed on guard. Blanca reassured me that Eiji was okay and out of danger. It had nothing to do with my current situation, but he knew i needed to hear that reassurance of Eiji. I almost let my guard down just from hearing his name again. It has felt like forever since the last time i heard his name. ( UGHHH WAIT TILL HE FINDS OUT BWHAAH)

(BLANCA POV)
I went to check the inventory of Ash's medication and other things. He was short on a couple meds so I called and had them imported to me. I got up, put on my coat, and made sure Ash was okay before I headed out to pick up the imported medicines.

~ messy ass time skip~

I am heading back to the hide out house and as I open the door I see the blonde boy standing there in front of the mirror. I was shocked like i've never been before. Ash has been in an induced coma for the past 3 YEARS. I took him from the library to this deserted island, to nurse him back to agreeable health. I had expected him to take a while longer to come out of his coma. Just as I see the boy by the mirror I am sure he is confused and probably worried. It was more obvious he was stressed when he grabbed the closest weapon and held it up at me. To show him we are allies I make my first statement to him saying "Eiji is safe and out of danger don't need to worry." Just saying Eiji's  obviously calmed the boy as I saw him put his knife down. I told him that we needed to talk. So i take him to the dining table and explained to him what has happened.

~idek if this is even interesting 😭😭
~i'm trying lol