Chapter 2

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~ i'm new to this cut me some slack LFMAOSS
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(EIJI POV) Today I will be going back to the bar where Ash and I met for the last time to try and finally let go and move on. Yesterday I cut my hair after 7 years. I have grown out my hair for so long because it was the last part of me that Ash touched. It hurt and it took a lot of courage but I finally did it. I feel like i'm missing a part of me. However I know holding onto ash will not bring him back and for many years i've been trying to ignore that. I promise myself today that I will let go of Ash and move on. He would want me to be happy and holding on to him is only hurting me. As I got ready to go to the bar I grabbed a hair tie and was about to put my hair up, and remembered that I had cut my hair. I broke down because I really was letting go of Ash today. Living a life without Ash constantly in n my mind is bitter sweet. It seems a small gesture to cut my hair but it was a lot of progress after such a long time. Up until now i've been wearing at least one part of Ash's clothing (Usually a jacket) Today I wore all of my own clothes. I felt accomplished, but empty. I knew it was going to be hard but I was going to try for Ash.
~TIME SKIP TO EIJI AT THE BAR~
I told Sing that I had to be somewhere today, but I was very vague about it. He doesn't specifically know that I am at the bar today. I haven't been here since the first time Ash and I met. I brought with me flowers for Skipper, and my final parting letters to Ash. I took a moment and stood there thinking about how this was my final words. After this I will move on and forget. Just as I said my final parting words with Ash, and was finally ready to emotionally move on. I feel a presence behind me. It felt familiar almost like ash was behind me telling me that he was there. I took this as another one of my delusions and told myself to move on. I walked out of the bar and got to my car ready to head back home. But something was giving me a very suspicious feeling and made me gravitate back towards the bar. To calm my suspicions I just went quickly to check back at the bar. And to my surprise I see a blonde figure standing there crying whilst holding the leyte rj had placed down for ash.

~ughhh i hope this was good enough ://
-bear with me yall i'm really trying 🙈

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