Crowned | dreamnap

Heartbroken

Guys.. the amount of homework I have i just unbelievable >:(  anyways enjoy :)
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George's Pov

It's not that I don't care for Dream, I do.

He's my best friend, but he hasn't always made the best decisions especially when it comes to love.

We had an argument about it.

It was this morning.

-flashback-

"Why dream? Why can't we take Sapnap with us? We can't and we Won't leave him here ALONE?" I say out of frustration.

Dream wants to leave Sapnap here while we go look for the Ender dragon.

Is he INSANE?

"Listen George, Im not letting some boy we found, ruin MY hunt." He says poking my chest.

I look up to him with anger in my eyes.

"Actually Dream, it isn't only YOUR hunt, It's me and you." I say and my hands turn into fist.

"Well.. I don't need you." He sus coldly.

"Yes you do Dream, YOUVE TRIED SO MANY YEARS AND YET HERE YOU ARE." I say raising my voice by the second.

"YOURE USELESS GEORGE, YOU AND SAPNAP ARE WORTHLESS TO ME." He says shoving me down to the ground.

I scoffed as I look up to him once again.

"You're just scared to fall for Sapnap aren't you?" I say smirking.

I stand up brushing my self off.

He doesn't say anything.

"You know him already don't you?" I ask and he still doesn't say anything. His arms are crossed and his mouth remains shut.

Me and Dream have fought many times. We've even almost killed each other.

But Dream's old lover, left him heartbroken and ever since then he just toys with people who actually love him.

He even tried getting with me, but I couldn't, even if I tried, I just wouldn't want to, cause Dream honestly, doesn't know what it is to be loved. And well.. I just can't provide him with that. I'd rather just protect him.

"Even if I did, It's more of a reason to leave him behind." He says bluntly starting at the ground.

"Is it? Is it really Dream? Or what? You're gonna make him fall for you and then you'll leave his heart in pieces." I say looking straight at him.

"SO WHAT IF I DO? WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH THAT?" He yells raising his arms.

"The problem Clay, Is that you're pushing away everyone who cares for you. Just cause you got heartbroken doesn't mean you should do the same to others." I say and then quickly add on, "You almost did it to me, remember that?"

"I already apologized to you.." He says quietly.

"Correct, and I forgive you Dream, but not everyone is able to forgive. You can't even do that." I say and he sighs, he knows I'm right.

"So it's either, You let Sapnap join us, The Dream Team, or I leave." I say with confidence even though I was scared for what he would say.

My heart raced.

"Then I guess me and you, aren't a team anymore.." He says harshly.

I almost tear up.

"FINE." I say and cross my arms.

"And I can break anybody's heart, you can't tell me what I can and can't do." He says looking at me.

I huffed, "DREAM YOU IDIOT!" I say throwing my hands up in the air ready to start the argument all over again.

"OH SHUT UP, I DONT CARE!" He yells back at me and turns over to see Sapnap waking up.

-end of flashback-

"So this is really your final choice?" I ask as I wash my plate.

Dream still hasn't finished eating.

"Yes. I'm gonna go on my own." He says and whenever he says it, it just hurts.

I stay quiet, only the sounds of water and his fork can be heard.

It isn't the type of silence that you enjoy but instead it's the type of silence that slowly can kill you.

"Don't be mad at me George." He says setting his plate in the sink.

I let a sob escape my mouth. I didn't even know I was crying.

"G-George?" Dream asks worriedly.

I turn around and look at him.

"I swear Dream, If you try and actually break Sapnap's heart.. I WIL PERSONALLY BREAK WHATEVER OF A COLD HEART YOU HAVE. DONT YOU DARE HURT HIM." I say pushing him out of the kitchen.

"George, what the fuck George? GEORGE LISTEN TO ME!" He says but I keep on pushing him out as tears continue to flow down.

I try not to be loud cause of Sapnap.

I quickly cover Dreams mouth as he begins to talk louder.

"No Dream. You listen to me." I say in a low tone.

"I mean what I said. If you really don't need me don't need us. Then don't try and hurt him." I say as I can taste the saltiness of my tears.

He doesn't say anything.

I let him go and walk back into the kitchen.

After Sapnap told me about his past, I can't let Dream play with his emotions.

Especially since Sapnap actually might like Dream, or at least based on what he told me..

I sigh and sit at the table again, I lay my head on my arms and cry for a while, before falling asleep.

Dream's Pov

I felt bad.

George is right, I will just play with Sapnap's emotions.

But.. I don't want to.

George knows more than I do about Sapnap, I know that they talked, It's probably why George is so protective of him.

Last time he was like this was when my ex lover broke my heart.

He defended me.

He's like that over protective older brother that cares for you more than they care about themselves.

George knows something that I don't and he's just looking out for me and Sapnap.

But I don't do relationships..

I could always just do it behind George's back.

I mean what can he do? Nothing.

I look over to my door.

I walk over and open the door and Sapnap is still sleeping peacefully.

He's gonna be there a while.

I guess I'll just go mining for the rest of the day, I need new supplies anyways,

since it's just me now.

Just me..right?
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Published on : 10/14/2020
Word count : 1053
status: ongoing