Crowned | dreamnap

For once I was wrong

Hey guys! thank you for 9k reads THAT IS INSANE- also i just finished reading 'come over when you're sober' and it was really well written, better than mine i must say, so check it out! anyways enjoy :)
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Dream's Pov

I finish writing the letter back to Techno, and fold it, making sure each fold is symmetrical.

I place it in an envelope and seal it with some wax.

I place it somewhere safe before going into the kitchen for dinner with Sapnap and George...and Karl.

I would love Karl's company if he wasn't so attracted to Sapnap.

It should be obvious that he's mine.

Guess not.

I sigh as I close my bedroom door.

I make my way over to the kitchen and I can already hear the laughter from outside the door.

It's one of those doors with no handles though, you just push it and it closes and opens on its own.

Sapnap's laughter echos through my head as I get ready to open the door.

I breath in and out, "Okay just don't get jealous Dream, don't make him upset." I whisper to myself as I go in.

The laughter immediately dies down but Sapnap still finds himself laughing.

I look over at him, his rosy cheeks increasing in color by the second, little tear drops form on the corner of his eyes, huh, he must be laughing at something reallyyyy funny.

I almost didn't want to say anything, I just wanted to see him be happy, something I somehow always manage to mess up.

"Hi Dream, thanks for you know, letting me eat with you guys.." Karl says a bit nervously as I sit down.

That caused Sapnap to relax and finally acknowledge my presence.

"It's no problem, you're welcome here anytime!" I say smiling as I glance at Sapnap who is smiling right back at me.

I'll do anything to earn that smile of his even if it's pretending to be happy.

"So what were you guys laughing at?" I say, leaning back into my chair and turning my head to the side to see that George was doing his thing, just cooking away.

"George was telling us about how you tried making a crafting table with cobblestone during a tournament because you were just so out of it!" Sapnap says resuming to laugh his ass off.

I smile slightly as I recall that moment.

I don't know what I was thinking.

Karl seems to be laughing alongside Sapnap as well and I hear a few chuckles from George.

The rest of the evening we spend talking about things and I learned a lot about a lot.

Apparently Karl is older than me. That's surprising because honestly I will admit, Karl looks very young and pretty.

He's also super smart, believe it or not, and although he's not the best in pvp things, he still likes to try new things.

I found out that Sapnap..well actually, there wasn't anything I didn't already know about
him.

We all ate in harmony, in silence, only a few small talks in between bites.

It was the first time in a while I actually felt like I was at home again.

Back with my mom and all.

I haven't visited her in awhile..maybe i'll stop by there when I go visit Techno and Will.

She would love Sapnap, I just know she will.

"Dream?" George says my name as he waves a hand in-front of my face.

"Huh?" I say quickly realizing I've been lost in my thoughts.

"Sorry, what did you say?" I ask so shyly.

"Oh well, Sapnap went to go walk Karl back home.." He says and I stand up out of reflex.

"Wait what?! You just let him go? AT NIGHT?" I say my voice growing louder by the second.

"Dream, Relax. Sapnap can take of himself." George said picking up the dishes.

I wasn't gonna argue with him, so I rush out the kitchen walking over to put some shoes on and a coat.

I quickly tie my shoelaces, messing up a couple times because i was nervous.

I rush out the door slipping on my coat on still.

I begin running down the path, they must be so far ahead if I can't even see them.

My breath is at a steady pace.

I can run for a long time, I've trained for it but when emotion is mixed in with it, it just feels a thousand times harder.

I see two figures in the distance, in front of Karl's house, by his porch.

It's him and Sapnap.

I stop against the friction as I can see my own breath from how cold it is.

My chest rises and comes back down as everything around starts to spin.

I stare at the two people in the distance.

One of them, leans in, and just like that my heart drops into my stomach.

I fall to my knees not wanting to see the view up ahead.

Why didn't I just trust George and stayed home?

Why couldn't I just listen for once.

For once I was wrong.

Sapnap never liked me, why would I even think that? All I do is push him away, ignore him, and make him upset with my actions.

I bet if he found me here right now he would get all worked up and tell me how he's heartbroken at the fact that I don't trust him to walk back home alone.

He would look up at me with those green eyes with that one swirl of hazel.

He doesn't know but everytime he looks at me, he always makes eye contact with my eyes.

It's amazing how he does it.

He's amazing.

But he's also not for me.

I hear footsteps come closer and I realize i'm still on the ground.

I quickly look through my pockets and luckily find an enderpearl.

I throw it into a tree, and I know it would be a rough landing but I'm experienced.

I teleport away crashing into a thick branch but I feel no pain, nothing compares to how much my heart aches.

I watch him walk by with his hands in his coat pockets, my coat, he's wearing my coat.

I see his breath in the cold air as the pebbles from the path signal his every step.

I stay in the tree until I no longer see him anymore.

"The need for your love Sapnap, oh how much I desire the need for your love..."
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next chapter is Sapnap's pov on this^^ :]

Published on : 11/12/2020
Word count : 1107
status: ongoing