Depressing Stuff

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I don't why you treat me like this. It might not seem like a big deal to you but your words, your actions make or break my day. I could be having the best day ever and if just one of your words rubs me the wrong way; I go to sleep wishing I'll never wake up. Maybe then you won't have to worry about me wasting your money on food or even eating all the food before other people get the chance. Maybe then you won't have to deal with how annoying I am when I cry in my room alone. Even though your the reason I'm crying. I'm crying because it physically pains me to hold back from the one thing I want to do. All I want to do is end my life. But I can't because if you, not because it'll hurt you because I know you don't really care about me. No one really cares about me, the only thing they care is how much food I put on my plate and how many times I go back for more. I cry because it want to end it all, because I want the pain to finally end because the shit that you put me through is not worth the thoughts that are let lose in my head before I go to sleep. It is not worth watching everyone float around me while I'm drowning. All I want to do is go to sleep and never wake up.