KENICHI
I still can't believe she texted me, I am a man but sometimes I can be fragile. Matagal tagal ko na rin siyang hindi nakikita simula noong naghiwalay kami. I thought she was with someone new but I think she's not, the way she talked to me was different. We had a little conversation yesterday and as her ex-man, I still have respect for her because I loved her back then. I just couldn't ignore her as if we were not together.
I used to be mad at her, because she always made me. She lied to me. She hurt me, and it made me feel less of a man. I loved her deeply that I couldn't stop staring at her. I gave her everything but in the end, she just broke my heart into pieces. I cried a lot and I lost myself that time, I was so fucked by this girl that I gave her my world but ended up cheating on me. She cheated, she fucking cheated!-
3 years ago
"Magkano po sa bulaklak?" Tanong ko. Balak kong isurprise si babe kaya napabili ako ng bulaklak, at syempre, dinagdagan ko na din ng mga chocolates, pati ng mga favorite niyang candies, I'm sure matutuwa siya dito.
Pagkatapos non, dumiretso na ako sa bahay at napansin kong wala siya dun kaya tinawagan ko siya, ang sabi niya busy siya at madami siyang ginagawa, so ako nalang ang nagpunta sa condo niya.
I was very excited to make her smile pero pagkabukas ng elevator, I saw her flirting with someone, tuwang tuwa silang naghaharutan at sa loob pa mismo ng elevator. Hindi na sila nahiya! at doon, nahulog yung bulaklak na dala ko pati na rin yung mga chocolates, nanginginig yung mga kamay ko sa galit, sobrang nabigla ako sa nakita ko kaya hindi ko napigilan yung luha ko, hiyang hiya ako sa mga tao na nasa paligid ko dahil nga sa umiiyak ako, tumakbo ako papalabas ng condo, at dumiretso sa isang bar pero naalala kong hindi ako umiinom ng alak, kaya umuwi nalang ako, and that day she never had a chance to explain, because I didn't talk to her for months until I moved on....
And later I found out she was very happy with her new boyfriend but it didn't bother me anymore because as I've said, I already moved on.
And now It's 3 years later and I'm doing fine.
It's saturday so I called Chandria if we could watch a movie together. Pero nauwi kami sa kwentuhan.
"Buti nalang niyaya mo ako dito" sabi niya sakin habang kumakain siya ng piattos.
"Wala kase akong magawa eh, and free time naman diba?" sabi ko. Tumango siya sakin at pumasok nanaman sa isip ko yung ex ko kaya nagtanong ako sa kanya.
"Anong gagawin mo pag bumalik sayo yung ex mo?" tanong ko sa kanya.
"Bakit? hindi pa naman ako nag kaka boyfriend kaya wag ka sakin magtanong" sagot niya sakin tapos tumawa lang siya. At dahil ilang minuto akong tulala dahil din sa curiosity, sinampal niya ako ng malakas at sinabing "Hindi ka nagsasalita! huy! napano ka ba?"
"Wala, tara labas muna tayo" sabi ko sa kanya. Sakto pagkatayo namin, may kumatok.
Naunang bumaba sakin si Chandria kaya siya yung nagbukas ng pinto...
"Uhm, may bisita ka" Sigaw ni Chandria sakin.
I wasn't expecting that.....she's here. How did she know my place?
"Hindi mo ba siya pakikilala saakin?" Masayahing tanong ni Chandria sakin, pero ako nakatayo lang, speechless, nakatingin sa kanilang dalawa at ang awkward..
"Oh, by the way I am-"
Author's Note
OOOPSSSS, to be continued nalang muna..
hulaan niyo kung sino yung ex niya, kilalang kilala niyo to! she's very beautiful tapos crush ng bayan hihihi CHAROT. Abangan niyo guys ah.
Stay safe and stay hydrated,
Lovelots!
