alone, forever......possibly

Alone.....forever,possibly. prt 7

hey guys :)

first off: thanku so much for readin u k how much this means :) lolz

second: PLSE PLSE PLSE tell me if u can c hallie gwen nd deven's photos

hallie gwen is in prt 3 nd deven is in prt 4

they r in the external link which is underneath the report abuse button on the right side

thx!!

third: sry bout the last upload... hope this one will make up for it :)

fourth: im havin a contest for a new title so if peaps can strt sending those by pming me dat wuld b gr8 :) also! if u win, id b happy to read over ur work(s) nd u will b dedicated 3 chps :) thanku so so so much!!!!!

enjoy!

o wait wait wait!!!

IMPORTANT!!!

i did use some language in this... so!! jus k that it is pg-13 :)

plse vote nd fan!! THANKU!!

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Ryan:

I paced my room as I thought about her.

Her. Deven. She was so much like Lindsey.

Beautiful brown hair, deep blue eyes, hell, they were even the same height.

I feel so bad for Deven sometimes. About what I do to her. I can't help it though! Oh god.

But she was just like Lindsey. And after what she did to me......... of course I am going to be angry. And since I can yield to anger, then I do horrible, horrible things.

Things that I toss and turn in my sleep about.

I hit her, yell at her, scold her and beat her. And it's all because of Lindsey.

Lindsey. That horrible, worthless, murderous heartbreaker. She was my girlfriend.

She was all I wanted. The only one I loved. She said she loved me too.

And I believed her. I left her alone with my brother one day on the couch.

I went out to the grocery store to get her something. She had asked me and I went.

When I came back, I walked in and she was on top of my brother. He was crying and screaming.

She abused him. And I was too late to stop her.

He killed himself a year later. I'll never forgive her.

Ever. As long as live.

I want her to suffer. Badly.

And that's why I torture Deven so much. I can't do anything to Lindsey, the Capital has her locked up, but that isn't enough.

Lindsey. That worthless, lying murderer. My brother was my best friend, my life. And she took him away.

I don't think I will ever love someone the way I loved Steven.

Never.

Thanks to her.

I actually don't think I will ever be able to really love someone again.

Because of her.

And she should suffer.

She needs to feel the same pain I feel. Which is why Deven is locked up, why she thinks everyone she

loves is dead, why she thinks there's nothing to live for.