Simp for me.

First Time Playing.

I rolled my eyes at Sean's lame attempt to get me to play with them, he tried to trick me into playing with Corpse. He knew I liked Corpse's voice, and was constantly trying to get me to play with them so I could hear it in person.

"Sean, I'm not stupid. I know what you're doing." I wasn't confident enough to play with Corpse yet, I'd been watching his YouTube videos for years and Sean knows that. Now that they all play with him, he's trying to hook us up, or at least 'make us friends'

"Just play one round, you don't even have to stream." I reluctantly agreed, a part of me excited to hear his voice, but every other part of me terrified to say something stupid.

"Everyone, Sydney, Sydney, everyone!" I said a quick hello and corrected Sean to 'Syd' reminding him that I prefer Syd, especially to new people.

"Hello Syd." I blushed at the sudden deep voice filling my ears, the same voice I'd been hearing for years, the deep, intimidating voice of the one and only Corpse.

The conversation continued as we waited for everyone to come in, I quickly noticed that Corpse was pink. I main pink, I felt bad asking for it, but I remember he likes to play as black, I just had to work up the courage to ask him for it.

"...Corpse?" I asked quietly, the conversation quieted down as I spoke, I didn't like that all the attention was on me now.

"Yes, Syd?" I almost forgot everything I wanted to talk about, my mind went blank as soon as he said my name. I almost forgot to breathe.

"Oh! Can I be pink please?" I waited a second, not seeing him move, I quickly covered it up, "It's okay if not! I just... I like being pink."

"You can have pink." I thanked him, changing my character back to pink, it felt right again. My pink character and black witch hat felt like my signature spread, I did change my hat sometimes, but I try to keep pink no matter what.

Crewmate

I sighed, of course, the one round I'm gonna play and I'm crewmate. That's so stupid.

I followed Sean around, trying to keep myself alive, I didn't feel comfortable following anyone else around. I didn't know anyone else that well.

"Syd is scaring me, she's following me around so much!" I pouted at Sean's words, fiddling with my fingers quietly, a meeting had been called and he was the first one to accuse me.

"Sean, shut the fuck up if I wanted to kill you, I would've already. I just don't know anyone else! I don't want to be alone!" It was true, I just didn't want to have to wander around the game by myself, I didn't feel safe, but I didn't know who else I could trust. At least if Sean killed me I wouldn't be dying to an unknown person.

"You can come with me?" Corpse offered, I wanted to turn him down, but if I kept following Sean around he would keep calling me out and I didn't want to die yet.

"Okay, thank you Corpse." I shyly followed him around, watching as he did his tasks and he watched as I did my tasks.

As the game went on, Sean got voted off, a bunch had been killed, it was just me, Corpse, Jason, and Julien left. I wasn't imposter, I had spent the entire game running around with Corpse, so it was between Jason and Julien.

We voted off Jason, hoping it was him. I gasped as the round started again, it was either Julien or Corpse. I ran away from both of them, hoping to stay away and stay alive.

Defeat

"Corpse was imposter?" I asked, a hint of fondness in my voice, he let me follow him around and do tasks and made sure nobody killed me, not even himself.