AIN'T MY FAULT | taekook

Chapter 36

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Taehyung looked shocked as the other glared down at him with intense orbs, the grip making his jaw wince. He tried speaking but the words were getting stopped by the lump in his throat, Jungkook didn't even try to ease the hold, angry form caging the boy in it.

"Why didn't you wait for me?" Jungkook rasped, pulling the boy more close by the jaw, other hand going to hold the back of his neck. 
"I wa-s. You left me and we-nt awa-y." Taehyung replied with teary eyes, this happening all the time, making the poor boy weak.

"Did that mean you could run to your friend? So far from your home?" Jungkook said through gritted teeth, forcing words. Taehyung furrower, was Jungkook still angry about Hoseok? Taehyung had made it clear that he is just a friend.

"Because I wanted to. Please stop this!" Taehyung cried as he pushed the male with all his might. Jungkook moved away and glared at the other. He had his jaw clenched as he looked at the crying male.
"Stop this! Please. I can't take this anymore. I'm tired." Taehyung shouted with angry tears leaving his eyes.

"I said-"

"NO. Now you listen to me. Mr. Jeon Jungkook." Taehyung glared through red eyes as he raised his hand, wiping his tears harshly as he breathed.
"Stop ordering me around, stop playing with me! I can't take this anymore. It's my life, I'll not listen to you anymore." Taehyung spat with venom.

Jungkook's anger only bubbled as he watched the other shouting, he took a step ahead but Taehyung stopped him by again with a finger.
"You're no one okay? Stop saying I'm yours, cuz I'm not! I'm my own, you can't force me again, stop cornering me, stop kissing me, stop scaring me!" Taehyung moved a little with anger as he jabbed his finger on the elder's stiff chest.

Jungkook didn't say a word which only angered Taehyung more, along he pulled at his hairs, crying.
"I thought you'd change. after last night I thought something changed between us, but no! you're still the same. You're so confusing Mr. Jeon. I can't understand you. Stop looking at me with those eyes." He cried as he pushed the other by the chest.

Jungkook balled his fists as he looked down at the male trashing and shouting at him, speaking the words that are hard to digest, but so true.
"Listen-"
"No, you listen. I'm done by this. Stop coming to my place, I don't want this anymore. I was quiet for so long, but you need to stop this. You're my teacher for God's sake. Why are you so obsessed with me?" 

"I'm not." Jungkook spat as he glared down at the younger who dry scoffed at him and moved close to him.
"Yes, you're. Say what Mr. Jeon, are you in love with me huh? Do you fancy me? Is that why you're forcing yourself on your student." Taehyung was testing the water, the anger was getting the best of him.

Today was the lowest point for him, getting caught by a fellow teacher, then being left alone and now when he goes to the only person that loves him, Jungkook is back to being his old self. Like he takes a step ahead and then moves five back. And what Taehyung hated the most was he lied to Hoseok, beacuse of him.

Jungkook eyes widen and something twich within them, making them pitch black, dark like the air around them.
"I'm not in love with you, I'll never be." He said with a low voice, and Taehyung stilled at that, he was expecting this, and it hurts more than he thought.

"So why Mr. Jeon? Why? Why can't I have friends? Why do you kiss me when you don't love me? Why are you controlling me when you don't want to be with me? Why?" Taehyung helplessly sobbed as he looked up at the dark gaze, who turned away from him, his back facing him.

Jungkook closed his eyes, nails digging in his palm.
"I don't love you. Never will. You just belong to me, I don't need to explain it to you." Jungkook didn't turn at him. Taehyung looked wide eyed at the male, no more tears left up.
"You need Mr. Jeon. After yesterday you need to. Stop this insanity, I'm trying so hard to read you but I couldn't. I know there is s-o much to it, Please tell me the truth." 

Jungkook glared at nothing in particular, he can't say that the voices in his mind are killing him, eating him day by day and he is himself is tired and fucked and so messed up. He can't and he won't, he will not be vulnerable again in front of anyone, not after him.

"And you don't have anything to say, please leave. Don't try to get in my house and life again. I can no longer play it's okay by all the games you're playing." Taehyung glared at Jungkook's back, chest panting by all the shouting and cries. 

"I'll do what I want to with you, I can't stop myself." Jungkook said through flaring nose, veins protruding as he looked over his shoulder. Taehyung sighed and let lone tears left his eyes, the other was not affected at all, which only made Taehyung more sad and angry but mostly hopeless.

"Why? Can't you behave with me like I'm not some object, or you think I'm easy to control.
or are you after my bod-y? just want to sleep wit-h me." Jungkook's whole body stilled at that, eyes blown away. And Taehyung was so angry that he didn't know what he was saying.

"Stop." Jungkook mumbled as eyes roamed in the room lost, anger bubbling. Taehyung sadly was too gone to notice this.
"If you want to sleep with me then say that, stop playing with me. All you are the same!" Taehyung shouted accusingly. 

"It's not- I'm not." Jungkook said with jaw hurting by how hard it was clenched, he will lose his control if the other will not stop. He took breaths to calm himself, which was again ignored by Taehyung. 
"If you're doing all this just for my bo-dy that go on, do it f-or once and e-nd this, c'mon do it." Taehyung shouted and Jungkook breathed hard, he closed his eyes to stop the voices and the accusations of Taehyung.

"What? Not going to force me again? Don't worry I'll not fight back. Use me like a fucking doll you think of me. Fill the hunger inside-
Taehyung's shout was stopped when Jungkook turned at him with speed and slapped him right on the face. Hard.

The impact made Taehyung's whole body turn, his hand going to his now hurting red cheek, he looked wide eyed and scared at Jungkook, who stared at him with the most dangerous glare, nothing but anger expressing. Jungkook held him roughly by his arm, pulling him close, manhandling him.

"Don't you dare say such things about me again,  you think I'm after your body? You people can only think about one thing, every thing is physical for you all right. Are you that done with this that offering me your body will end this?" Jungkook spat at the younger who looked at him scared, trembling.

"You're the same as all. Or you really want that? that's why you kissed me back right huh? okay, then i'll give you what you want" Jungkook spoke dangerously as he dragged the shaking male by his arm and threw him roughly on the bed. Taehyung looked up scared as he backed away from the male.

Taehyung started breathing fast as he saw Jungkook with dark eyed glared at him as he unbuckled his belt and and open his shirts buttons, pulling Taehyung harshly by his ankle.

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