AIN'T MY FAULT | taekook

Chapter 46

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Like a crashing wave on the shore, the words hit Taehyung with full force, the intensity and the rawness along made his heart stop for a moment. The heightened breaths his lips left were the only sound echoing, his eyes casted on the male kneeled in front of him, the man who had pulled him a different dimension, a world of his darkness, where only he are Taehyung resides. Only them.

"Mr-Jeon." Taehyung pulled him up by the hand as he too got up from the bed slowly, the other's inflamable dark eyes still staring down at him with pure red glint. Dark, dangerous and deep.
Jungkook still had a tight grip on him, but he didn't need that, he had already chained the younger with the threatening words.
"Hoseok is just a friend, a dear one but only a friend." He slowly and firmly said each word. 

"Why-you are so- affected? Please-stop." He forced out the words and Jungkook only moved close. His hands on the other cold and numb.
"It's not normal- You know what you're- saying is not normal right?" He asked breathly and he looked down, eyes wavering.

"You want- to be the reason for my tears? My sadness?" Taehyung asked, shocked and clutching the other's shirt in slender hands. Shaking, he looked up teary eyed.
"You don'-t you already are the reason I'm crying from the day you came in my life." He said with sad eyes and Jungkook eyes twitch, the glare wavering.

"But- Am I? The night- at camp, today- the tears you shed, are they because of m-e?" He asked Jungkook while face changed, blank as the eyes lost it's anger, millions of emotions crossed through the dark orbs, he forcèd his face to the side, Taehyung looked at him for an answer but got none.
"Please- answer me. At least tell me why- were you crying? Why?" Taehyung asked a little loud, hand tightly on the other's shirt when he noticed the other started shaking a little, veins protruding.

"Please- Jungkoo-k hyu-ng." He finally cried as he rested his head on the other's chest, the firm muscle tensed. Jungkook gulped down the lump in his throat, his body vibrating with the cries of others.
"Please." Taehyung looked up directly teary eyed at him, cheeks red and hair messy. The pain in his leg making him bite his lips, but heart hurting more with the fast beating.

"I was scared." A rough voice left Jungkook's lips. Taehyung opened his wide chestnut eyes and looked up shocked at the hoarse broken voice. Jungkook had still his face turned, glaring at nothing but trembling.
"I-I was scared." Jungkook repeated barely and Taehyung pulled him closer by his hold on his shirt, wanting the other to face him.
"Of w-hat?" Taehyung asked quietly, the other was now shaking more in his hold.

"Sca-red of losing you- I can't see- you hurt." Jungkook finally turned at him, tears sparkled in the dark orbs, Taehyung gulped at that. He searched the sincerity in the eyes and Taehyung released a shaky breath.
"Why are you scared? We are not lovers, we are not in love then why you're scared? Why are you affected so much? Why- why I'm so much too, why I- can't see you crying?" Taehyung asked desperately clutching on the other.

"Why?" Taehyung cried as Jungkook too blinked the tears rapidly, holding the hand where Taehyung is groping his shirt.
"It's not your fault, it's mine. I'm just- fucked up, messed." Jungkook spat angry at himself.
Taehyung looked confused at him and tried to hold him as the others seemed completely lost.
"Mr-Jeo- hey-

"It's my fault. It's my fault I can't see you hurt. My fault I can't see you with someone. Can't see you away from me." Jungkook's eyes left angry red tears as he roughly took a hold on the other's face in his cold hands. Taehyung's leg shota pain through, but he can't focus.
"It's all my fault, but please-" Jungkook's eyes screamed hurt and lost while his voice sounded desperate.

"Please don't get close with anyone. Please don't let a single scratch. Please stay with me." His voice broke at the end. Taehyung nodded, he can't help, the other looked so helpless, so hurt and Taehyung can't help so he nodded rapidly.
"Please." Oh the tables have turned in a moment, a few minutes ago, Jungkook scared and threatening him and now begging.