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Dean, its time to Say good bye.

._._._._.again, still Dean._._._._._
It was the next day. A Tuesday. Sam drove the impala to a green open field. "Sam...... What going on? Where are we?" Sam's face looked pained. "We're almost there." He says staring straight ahead. Sam gets out of the car. He comes around and opens the door for me and helps me get out. He walk for a while through forest until we get to a clearing. "Sam..... What is this?" I ask starting to panic. That's when I see the cross. "We're here to see Castiel." He says. "I'll give you two some time." he says patting my shoulder. When he leaves, I break down. "CA...A...A..AS....". I sob "WHY.... D-DID YOU.... L-LEAVE MEEE?" I lay down on his grave.

'Deep in the meadow,
Under the willow.
A bed of grass,
A soft green pillow.

Lay down your head,
And close your eyes,
And when they open,
The sun will rise.

Here it is safe,
Here it is warm,
Here the daisies guard
You from every harm.'

I sang hoping, Cas would hear every word. "I love you Cas." I whisper. "I'm so SO sorry Cas. I will NEVER forgive myself. I-I-I-it's a-all m-my f-fault" I wail. I look up at the sky. "Hey cas?" I whisper. "I thought when some one died, it was supposed to rain. B-b-but it's s-sunny. And there's some bee's. You always loved the bees. I'm so sorry." I whisper. And before I knew it, I cried myself to sleep.

I woke up to sam slightly shaking my shoulder. "Dean? We should go." Embarrassed, I wiped my tears. "Uh... No. It's ok. Just call bobby to come pick me up in a while. I'll just stay." With my cheeks still burning, I turn away from him.
"Uh..... ok. Cool. He'll uh... He'll come bye soon." He says awkwardly. I lay back down and sleep.

Hi guys. Sorry if this was a sad chapter!!! I was almost in tears writing it. But, it will take a turn for the better. I promise. o (◡‿◡✿)