Dixie and Noah Unexpected

Introduction

*I have been reading wattpad stories for awhile now and I have noticed a lot of them are unrealistic so I am going to try to make this one a real as possible-this is also my first story so it will prob be bad

Noah POV:
Dixie and I have been dating for about three months now. And have been public for about 2 1\2. The relationship is going strong and we are very happy together I have never seen her this happy and it is actually very difficult to think of a time when I was this happy.
        I love her so much,  more than words can describe. I have been wanting to become more serious with her, but I am not stupid I know that we are young and have only been dating for a few  months, and  I know that griffin has left her scared and that she doesn't want to put everything into me for me to hurt her, and leave her broken. I would never do that and she knows that. Everybody knows that I am fucking TikTok Prince Charming for gods sake! But that's what Griffin made himself seem like. Until the day where he proved everybody wrong.
       We have done our best to stay as private as possible, because we have both witnessed what happens to couples when they put all of their business out in the public. But it is more difficult than it seems especially with the paparazzi wanting to know every detail about our lives and our fans constantly badgering us to make tiktoks together. And our fans analyzing every step we take. It is hard, but I have faith in our relationship I have faith that we can get through it.
        To make things worse, Dixie had been  sick lately so I have been spending almost every night at her apartment. Holding each other as we fall asleep. I am starting to get worried about her this had been going on for about a month now and it is beginning to concern me. She always seems to get better everyday only for it to come back the next day.
       She tells me that she is not worried but I can see the look in her eyes, she is scared.  I want to take her to the doctor and see what's up. But this is Dixie Damelio we're talking about one of the most stubborn people i have ever met. It going to take a lot to get her to go to the doctor. I understand that she doesn't want to go to the doctor it makes you incredibly vulnerable especially with your boyfriend of 3 months having to see your in such a personal way.
       But I know no matter how sick she is or how bad the paparazzi try's to tear us apart. I have faith in our relationship and that we can get through it. I love this girl and I would do anything for her.

Dixie POV:

       I have been seeing way too much of this toilet bowl lately, I felt like I was always sick. I was also throwing up so much. It was horrible I hated not being able to eat the foods that loved with out throwing them up. My acne had been horrible lately it seems like the smallest change in the environment would cause a breakout  and my skincare routine and breakout creme were not cutting it. My sex-drive has been through the roof I want Noah almost everyday. But he's not complaining lol. My mom thinks that is is a hormone in-balance and that maybe my birth control has been messing with me but I have been on it for over a year know and these changes only started happening about a month ago, so I doubt that it is that.
        Poor Noah is so worried about me, but Im not overly worried I probably just have a bug or something. I just felt off, like something was different. I hated not having answers and hated acting like I was okay.  Noah has been insisting on staying over at my place every night to make sure I am okay. I had been spending almost every night curled up in his arms, that's where I always feel the safest.
       Griffin left me so traumatized, so had I. We both made each other scared of new love I had fallen in love with Noah while dating griffin making him feel neglected. He took out those feeling by cheating on me. We both had left each other scared, and scars of new love. But since breaking up both of Us have been way happier. It was for the best.
       Noah made me feel loved. I always felt comfortable around him, it was like a sense of calm passed over me when he walked into a room. I am so in love with this kid, I can see him sticking around for a long time but we are so young and have only been dating for 3 months as much as I love him we need to take things slow right now especially because we are in the public eye.
       Something is definitely happened to me me. I just have to figure out what. I deserve to know. Noah deserves to know.

*AH MY FIRST EVER CHAPTER! This is my first story so this is probably pretty bad. I had so much fun writing this though I am going to try to update every day or so! I promise it's going to get better!!