Dixie and Noah Unexpected

Chapter 3

Dixie POV:

It has been about two weeks since we found out that I was pregnant. These last 2 weeks had been rough! We had to make some real adult decisions, that 19 year olds should not have to make. We had decided to keep the baby.(thats what Noah and I have been referring to them as) And that we would hide the pregnancy for at least another month to avoid added stress on us. We had discussed living situation and decided to stay in my apartment which has plenty of room for 3 people, and thought about Noah moving in right away. But we ultimately decided to wait until we had told everybody. So it would seem less suspicious. And there would be less rumors.

In brighter news we finally get to see our baby today. I had my first ultrasound appointment today. I have already been to the doctor once but that was just to confirm the pregnancy and make sure that everything was alright so far. (Which it is thank god!) but we were both so excited to be able to see our baby for the first time. The doctors had confirms that I was 6 weeks along. So that means that I am now 8.

I am not showing yet which I am thankful for. Hiding a bump would make things so much more complicated. I am still sick but it has been getting better thank the gods. I've felt small flutters but no kicks yet, that is not going to stop Noah from trying to feel for one approximately every 5 seconds.

As happy as I am to be having a baby. It is also incredibly scary. I am only in the first trimester there are so many unknowns that could happen. I have had to hide this pregnancy from everyone even my mom. This was so hard for both Noah and I. We just wanted to avoid people putting their opinions on us. Because people will 100% pressure abortion. Which we ultimately decided against. Definitely no regrets I already feel a big connection to this little booger. No matter how sick they make me.

This whole situation is hard on Noah too. He gets quite upset at the idea of our kid being a accident. No matter how many times I tell him it's not a big deal and we won't love them any less he still lets it get to him. He has been spending most nights with me or I will spend them at sway. Just because we feel much better together. Especially when are they only ones that can make each other fell better about this situation. He loves to rub my belly and talk to it even though it is very weird it is possibly the sweetest thing ever.

But I did need to wake Noah up. We absolutely could not be late to this appointment. It is bad enough having to make up stories about were we are going for 3 hours. I don't need to add having to reschedule a appointment on top of that.

"Noah" I whispered
Still no response from sleeping beauty here
"Noah, bubbas we have to get up!" I said a bit loader
"Ughh" he groaned
"The baby...doctors" I hinted at him
His eyes opened up with in milliseconds. And he stuck his head into my neck and snuggled there for a few minutes
"Oh yeah! That's today. I finally get to see my little baby." He said
I laughed at him
"I'm already ready, you go shower !" I told him

He got up groaning and stumbled his way to the shower. Falling on his face once which made me burst out in laughter. I love that kid so darn much and I'm sure that seeing him with our baby will only amplify that.

      According to him he is "100% sure hands down it's a girl." Even though I am pretty darn sure it is a boy. I don't care either way. But Noah would like a daughter more than anything, I know he would. He talks about it ALL.THE.TIME! I have a gut feeling that it is a boy though I just can't imagine carrying a girl right now. But the image of Noah holding a baby girl makes my heart burst. But regardless of the sex. I am still going to be as scared as I am now lol.

      I have considered just biting the bullet and telling my parents. Based on not being able to talk to them about it has been so hard. But it is easier said than done. They already like Noah so much, and I don't want their view of him to change just because he got me pregnant. Also I  so young and there was so much left for me to do in life. They are going to be so disappointed.