Dixie and Noah Unexpected

Chapter 2

Dixie POV:

I just got off the call with Noah. I wasn't able to say anything about the possible pregnancy though. It scared me too much, I know it is better to say things like that in person. I didn't want to risk scaring him off and him just not coming home. He is on his way now. I am physically shaking and crying but I have calmed down a lot that call with Noah really helped me. He always calms me down. I just can't risk losing him.

Wait I have a pregnancy tests under my counter! I realized I guess it is worth a shot. made my way over to the bathroom. Under the sink there they were the clear blue pregnancy tests. These things always brought me so much anxiety, having that clear answer in a few minutes. I have had pregnant scares in the past but my period was never this late. Another reason i am so scared. But I can't be pregnant I can't be.

It took so much out of me to even take the test out of the box. I was so emotionally exhausted today that it was probably bad that I was taking this. But Noah was going to be here soon and I needed to have a answer for him. I was horrified but I also felt a sense of peace come over me, like "it is what it is."

I was shaking as a took the test out of the metal foil. As I peed on it I pictured what it would be like to have a kid. As much as the idea scared me it couldn't be the worst thing in the world. But I knew reality would hit me if I actually am pregnant.

My phone went off, it was the alarm that I set for 3 minutes. "This is it" I thought to myself. This is when I am going to find out if I'm going to be a mom. Wait I don't have to keep the baby I have choices. But just thinking about that made me even more stressed out. The idea of having to make a decision was worse than having to flip this test over.

       I finally got the courage to flip it over. I was sitting on the toilet with the upside down pregnancy test on my lap. I am scared out of my mind but I feel as sort of peace come over me. "Three two one" I say as I flip the test

I had flipped the test but my mind was so scrambled that I couldn't tell what it said. "Pregnant 1-2" It read. That "sense of peace feeling" that I had did it last long I soon found my self broken down in my bathroom. I was silently crying.

I felt as though my entire world is crumbling. I was not supposed to be pregnant I'm only 19 I can't have a kid. Noah is only 19. Oh my god Noah! How was I gonna tell him. He was going to be here in a matter of minutes. I stopped thinking about Noah and broke down again I was not supposed to feel like this I am supposed to be happy I am supposed to find out with my husband after trying for a baby. Not with my boyfriend of three months and failed birth control.

I heard the door rattle. I knew it was Noah nobody else had a spare key. I heard him call my name. I couldn't answer though I was into much shock. He was walking around my apartment trying to find me. I just wanted to throw myself into his arms but I can't. I heard him make his way to the bathroom door and open it.

My heart dropped I was just so happy to see him. His eyes made his way to my hands where the positive pregnancy test was in my hands.
"Please say something, anything" my voice breaking

      Before he could say anything he broke down in tears. I was unable to tell whether they were happy or not. He fell into my arms is breaking down in each others. I never felt so connected to anyone in my life.

"I love you, it will be okay!"  Noah cried
"Why'd this happen to us, we were always so careful " I said back
"I don't know but it will be okay!" He said making my heart melt

      I now felt more relief than I ever had in my life. I was with my love. He knew and we were going to be okay. Even if we were scared shitless.

Noah POV:

      Dixie and I stayed crying in each others arms in the bathroom for a while. Us both needing our moment but also needing each other. We eventually made are way to the bed and lied down together. Us both calming down. But I knew we had to have a serious conversation about this. I just didn't know how to start it. She is pregnant and we have to decide what to do about this. But just the idea of starting a conversation scared me. But I had to do it. Us both crying in each other's arms way wasn't going to get anything done.

"You know I love you right, and I'm not going to leave you regardless of what you choose." I said still emotional, she then planted a big kiss straight on my lips
"Yes, i know, you've made it pretty obvious you simp!" She said still emotional but giggling at the same time
"But what are we going to do?" She added while putting her hands on her face
" I don't know, I feel like we put this on ourselves and we should take responsibility, but at the end of the day it is your choice regardless and I will support you with whatever you choose." I said
"I definitely feel that way too, but I am scared out of my mind. We are only 19. We have only been together for 3 months do I think that we are ready for a baby, no, do I think that we can get through it, absolutely." She said absolutely breaking my heart
"Now is this is not what I want for our 19 year old selves but we put ourselves in this situation. And it's not like we aren't gonna be able to support a kid. But I'm just scared for them the paparazzi is brutal, and we are constantly in the public eye and I don't want my child to be stalked and attacked by fans. But other celebs have protected their kids so why can't we. Also having a baby is not a bad thing we can do it I know we can." She explained to me
"So are you saying that you want to keep it?" I added
"Yes I guess I am" she said sounding actually happy
"Well we're going to have a kid" I said as i started to tear up again
Dixie buried her head into my neck and said "there's nobody I'd rather do it with." This made my heart burst

      We laid down and cuddled for lot longer me resting my hand on her stomach and rubbing it. I knew we needed to have a more serious about living situation, telling our parents, money etc. BUT I just wanted to have our moment. I rested my head on her stomach and just chilled there. I was still in extreme shock and scared to my wits end but I was also so happy. I had my own little family now and I loved it.

"How far along do you think you are?" I asked her
"The test said 1-2 so I think between 1-2 months but my last period was 63 days ago I would guess around 5 weeks." She responded
"We should probably set a doctors appointment up to make sure everything is okay." I told her
" yes definitely I'll call them tomorrow." She responded
(A few moments of silence followed)
"How are we going to tell our parents?"I said groaning
"I feel like we should hide it for a while because they are going to be mad and I don't want that added stress on me." She responded obviously stressed out herself
"How do you think they will react?" I asked
"Bad at first, but I feel like they will warm up to the idea I mean I'm 19 I live on my own and I can definitely afford a baby, there is nothing they can really do. But my my dad is going to be so mad at you its gonna be bad." She responded
"Yeah I'm not exactly looking forward to having to look your dad in the eye after we tell him. My parents had my oldest sister at 20 so I am pretty sure that they will be cool with it but I can almost guarantee that my mom will cry, a lot." I told her
"Yeah but hiding this, means hiding it from everyone. Like nobody can know only us for at least another month, we're going to get so much hate it is going to be rough." She told me starting to tear up again
"Hey hey hey, it's gonna be worth it! Once we get to hold a tiny newborn in our arms." I said as I pulled her back into my arms

      She nodded and cuddled into my chest. We  Stayed like that for the entire night. Just holding each other in our arms. It was unreal for me to think that I wasn't just cuddling with my girlfriend I was cuddling with my unborn child. Yeah things were going to be rough but it was so worth it.

* so sorry for the late update. I just had things going on! I am so obsessed with writing this story for you guys though!!! This is going to be such a cool story also I am not going to leave out the hard times in a a teen pregnancy. I am going to be real. So if you don't like that I'm sorry!