Here comes nothing

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JK P.O.V
Let's see what all went wrong today...(?)
EVERYTHING! That guy was all over Y/N. I mean why even ?
I can't think straight. I feel like punching him. Arghhhh! Then a sudden presence makes me come to the reality. This girl right in front of me is something else. Her aura is something that One won't find anywhere . I know how all these feelings will head too. I need to take a step back.
I take one last glance at her and head back towards others.

Y/N P.O.V.
This coconut head is looking at me, lost in his own world and thinking god knows what. For once, I thought he's gonna flirt with me and then the next second he's walking away.
What is wrong with him?
I get back to the living area where the others are chit chatting. Jungkook is literally no where to be seen.

I don't understand why and how could I be feeling this way about him but seems like I can't run away from it.

I need some fresh air to jolt away my thoughts.
I head out to the balcony and see a wooden swing there. I smiled and I sat down.

Y/N, you were never like this. I collect all the bad happenings which ruined me.

I felt what I haven't been feeling lately. Everyone has a typical boy best friend. My best friend, he taught me things which ought to be amazing for me. He taught me to always put myself in a such a place that no one can never harm you. He made me self sufficient. He made that typical ideal girl which is wanted in this society. He shaped me into a bold, blunt, arrogant, straight forward, self loving, strong and empowered girl. Being with him was what I called loyalty.
He made me in a such a way that i didn't care about what people think of me. The " no fucks given " girl.
Became this cold hearted girl which prevented me from heart breaks.
I loved myself.
The only one I considered was me myself.

Then came this sweetheart, the first, actual love of my life- type guy. He was literally like the guy I ever wanted to be with,Completely opposite of my best friend, my boyfriend gave me emotions and feelings.

Actually TONS OF FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS. With him I got to know what actually loving someone feels like. For the first time, the not so being affected girl, was affected by her boyfriend. The self sufficient girl, now was like
" i really couldn't imagine my life with this man, my man " . He gave me something which i was lacking. Feelings and emotions. I lived for his smile and I lived actually just for him.

Today when both, my best friend and my boyfriend aren't there with me, their givings are with me. I feel such a strong and empowered woman and this soft hearted girl at the same time.
I feel like the new me is born.

I never really regret whatever I did.

The thought that haunts me is so sensitive to me that I can't even explain it to anyone.

I was played.

I don't think that I'll ever be able to be in love with someone again.

The freshening wind, made my face brush with my hair. I realised that wow my hair are silk soft.

JK P.O.V.
I head out in frustration. I walk randomly on the streets, observing the environment and absorbing things that happened today.

I head towards the nearby park and sit on the bench.

I hear weird whisperings.

What the-

The Mark guy is busy cuddling with a girl who looks like in her early twenties...
"This guy..." I groan.

He pulls away and walk in some other direction and I decide to follow him.

He stops and pulls out his phone.

"Hey, I'm missing you already. I'm looking forward to see you tomorrow. Meet me tomorrow at the cafeteria first will you Y/N?"
He says smiling like crazy.

How could he even? And why does he have her number? This is too much.

" And and and, Y/N miss you tons today."
He giggles and hangs up.

Ew

My fists tighten but I hold back.

That's her life.

I walk past him. I don't want to think about her. I'm a heartless person and I should only focus on my career. I got no time for all this lovey dovey things.

I stop let out a deep breath.

"Tomorrow is gonna be interesting ." A smirk appears on my face as some devilish thoughts appear in my mind.

Ah! You're amazing Jungkook .

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