The Arrangement(ON HOLD)

Chapter 17

As soon as we got inside Ally gave me my bags of clothes and went into her room. I also went into my room, dropped my bags on the bed and slumped into my bed. I take in the sight at my front sighing heavily. Ally is standing at my doorstep with a box of Frosties in n her hand. She is giving me the 'Can I come in look?' I nod my head at her as a sign for her to come in.

"Ally why are you here?I was going to come and meet you in the living room as soon as I'm done with what I'm doing now."

She laughed at me with no emotion in it at all.

"Lila you were not going to come and meet me? You were just going to lock yourself in your room and ignore or is it avoid  me for the rest of today. I know you Lila." She spat out in anger.

I flinched at her tone and at the fact that she was correct.

"I'm sorry." I sat up on my bed and patted the space by my side for Ally to sit. She glares at me while she walks towards my bed.

"I'm sorry I sounded rude but you don't like sharing your problem with people. You carry so much pride with you that you think you are weak everytime you feel pain, but you are human and humans are supposed to feel pain." She pouted.

"No don't be sorry. I should be the one who should be sorry for being a coward,so I'm sorry. What do you want to know?" I asked twiddling my fingers.

"I just want to know what happened at his office today, you looked like someone who wanted to give up on life. No you looked like you had given up on life at that moment."

"He had his head in between Brittany's leg." Not wanting to say it crudely.

"What do you mean?" Leave it to Ally not to understand what I mean.

"I mean he was..." I demonstrated it to her by taking the candy bar on my nightstand , licking it."..do you understand now?"

"No I don't." She scrunched her eyebrows together in confusion.

"He was eating her out okay,on his table. I walked in on him and Brittany who was only in her underwear and the what annoyed me the most was that they both didn't show any sign of remorse. She my bitch of a step sister just took her clothes and put them on but not before kissing him and him the fiance he just asked why I was in his office."

"Ew. Why would they do that in an office? Does your dad know about their relationship?"

"No he doesn't." My dad thinks Brittany is a monk.

"So how did you feel when you saw them?"

"Disappointed but shockingly I didn't feel a pang in my heart." I did not want to admit what was going on in my mind.

"Wow. So are you going to cut off the engagement?"

"No I'm not going to do that..."I shook my head vigorously"I'm just going to get into the sham of the marriage but before then I'm going to meet my lawyer and invite my Dad so they all know I'm going to be in that marriage for 6 months. Even at that we might just live separately because I can't tolerate him and Brittany again. After everything I might just move to UK and live there. You and Cole can come visit at any time with mini Calissa. "

"No. You can't drop your life here and move miles away from here because of your crazy ex almost husband. No I'm not going to allow that. You don't know anyone there. You can't just leave. I'm not going to allow that." She shook her while tears dropped from eyes.

"Don't cry it's not good for your child."

"The baby can suck my dick for all I care.." I laughed at her statement. She continued".. I'm sure the baby doesn't want her or his aunty Lila moving away from him/her." I'm proud of her not regarding her child as 'it'.