AGAIN

031: latching onto

A/N: Hi. Ik its been a while since I left a A/n but uts bc I thought the last few chapters were kinda ✨serious✨ and kinda thought that would take away from that. I kinda wanna start writing a Grey's type of thing but idk. I've been working on another book but idk about that either. I feel lile I should finish this b4. Or at least get farther in it.
Anyways, later dudes. Enjoy :)
And yes I do be kinda sorta basing chapters off of songs i love.
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Ana's pov.
So.. Things have been normal between Shawn and I, but we haven't talked about what happened. He treats me like a queen now, more than he did before I almost died.

Oh, speaking of death, Peter didn't die. Which is cool and all considering he lost like a bunch of blood and stuff.

I look over at my alarm clock only to see that it's 2:17 in the morning.

I try to go back to sleep but suddenly I can't for the life of me.

I got up slowly, careful not to wake up the very much asleep and very naked Shawn who I seemed to be latched on to.

I creeped down stairs and walked into the dark and empty kitchen to get a class of ice water.

As I did so I couldn't stop thinking about Peter.

"It's all your fault" his voice said in my head.

"I'll never be the same and it's all your fault".

How is it my fault that you are traumatized?! I was kinda dying

"I only came to find you, and then I got hurt. I almost died. And now my life is changed forever because of you"

But I didn't ask you to come find me

"What were you doing in there anyway?"

Um.. What getting the textbooks

"It looked like you had been crying"

Okay, sometimes I miss my father, is that such a crime?

"No, but what you did to me should be. I will never be the same because of you!"

What do you mean by that?

"Ana?" I heard a raspy, tired voice say from behind.

I turn around to see a tired Rose wrapped in blankets.

"I'm sorry did I wake you?" I ask.

"No, I just got done using tbe bathroom when I heard you talking, you said something about your dad?"

"I've been missing him a lot more than usual lately".

"Oh hunny" Rose sighed, embracing me in a warm and loving hug, that was still somehow amazing. Rose always gave the best hugs even when she was half asleep.

"Do you ever think about what it would be like if he were still here?".

"All the time" Rose smiled. "I know he would be proud of the young woman you've become, and I know he would love Shawn. He used to say the Shawn was his son in law when you guys were like 4"

"I met him when I was 4"

"Exactly" She laughed lightly.
"You should go back upstairs, you need your beauty sleep" she joked.

I giggled at her making fun of me and grabbed another cup of water and headed upstairs.

"Good night Rose"

"Good night Annie" Rose yawned, then went back to her room.

I opened my door slowly, it still making a stupid noise.