Football's Golden Girl | Neymar Jr.

Chapter 27

Amara's POV

It's been about a week since Neymar and I've split and I could lie and say that it hasn't been agonizing or painful without him which would be a complete and utter lie as everyday I hope he shows up at my door saying that he wants me back and he doesn't need a break anymore which in the end never happens. Still the world goes round and doesn't stop for anyone so hiding my pain for the day as I had a game to prepare for I got ready. Knowing I couldn't let people see me sad as everyone knew Neymar and I are on a break they just don't know when we're getting back together. So getting dressed up for the pre-game conference I decided on a more business formal look to show that nothing has changed in my life after the split.

Arriving at the stadium I was instantly pulled into a hug by Mapi "What's this all about" I asked her as she was never fond of hugs. "Wow your taking this news better then I thought you would" confused as I didn't know what she was talking about "Wait you don't know" she said as she noticed my confused face. Shaking my head no she pulled me into the the locker room for more privacy. "Look Amara I didn't want to be the one to tell you this but as your friend you deserve to know the truth".

Getting more confused by the second I asked her "Tell me what and what news are you talking about". Pulling out her phone she showed me heartbreaking news articles and photos "Neymar was seen with Bruna leaving a club and kissing when they go to the front of his house. It then showed her leaving his house in the middle of the night with makeup smudged, but do you think we should believe this I mean Neymar would never cheat on you" taking in all that she told me I stood silently with a single tear rolling down my face.

"Were on a break so it wouldn't be considered cheating" I heard my voice break after every word. Wiping the single tear that fell away I cleared my throat "Tell coach I won't be at the press conference today as I need time to prepare myself mentally for the game". Getting up she went to inform coach on what I said "I'm sure he'll understand and Amara just so you know we're behind you in every decision you make" nodding my head in gratitude she then left.

All my brain could think about is the pictures of Neymar and Bruna kissing as it played on repeat in my mind. To think I stopped my father, uncle, and brother from coming here and setting Neymar straight but I lied and said it was a mutual clean break which it was far from it now based on his actions. So for about a hour I just sat in silence thinking about what I would do now as he's no longer in my life anymore. It was quite until I realized the time and that warm ups were about to begin so getting changed into my uniform I made my way to the field with my EarPods in as I didn't want to be disturbed or asked about my love life right now.

Getting a tap from the shoulder I looked at who it was and to my surprise it was coach. "Hey coach what do you need" I asked confused as he usually never goes up to us while we were warming up and just waits till before the game. "I just wanted to say that I know your situation right now doesn't have you in the best mindset so if you wanted to be benched or not started that would be okay". Shaking my head with a quick no "It's fine coach I cleared my mind and I'm ready to just play ball" with a small chuckle he responded "I thought you would say that but just decided to tell you anyways in case I was wrong. Well don't let me waste more of your time keep warming up". Doing as told I warmed up until it was time for the game.

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"It's another goal from Mrs.Ludwig and can I just say Amara during this Atletico Madrid vs Barcelona game has been outstanding". With my second score of the night I felt unstoppable. It was a couple minutes before the game ended and we were setting up for a corner so me going to the top of the box waiting for the ball to come near me as I spotted it I went to jump for it only to be elbowed in the face and dropped but that's not the worst of all. The worst of all was when I landed wrong and the Atletico Madrid defense foot stepped on my ankle as she dropped from jumping and I heard it crack.

I felt it before I saw it as I felt my ankle throb in pain and when I tried to get up I couldn't so I fell back down as everyone crowded around me. "This doesn't look good for Amara as her injury's right on the ankle and if we look at the reply we can see just how bad it is as the defensive players foot landed right on it as it turned". I couldn't help it as tears slid down my eyes as the pain kept getting worse and worse so I decided to lay down and cover my face until the medics came and rolled me away off the pitch for who knows how long.

As I've went to medic school I could already tell by what I'm feeling it isn't just a simple ankle sprain no this was worse. "Will update the people when we get a injury report on Amara but right now this isn't looking good as she's getting put on a stretcher and rolled out we could only hope for the best".

"Amara we got some bad news it looks like a Grade 2 to Grade 3 sprain but the good news is you didn't year a ligament so no surgery". With the World Cup that wasn't what I was worried about "How long will I be out for" I said concerned. "Maybe 9-12 weeks to fully recover and come back to play full time football" the World Cup was in 10 weeks. "So I might not be able play in the World Cup" looking down the doctor said "I'm sorry Amara but if you rest and take proper care of it you could be back in time".

At this point I felt like the world was against me. "We also received a call from your mother as she was watching your game she said if you want to go back to San Francisco as she can help you get better there and she has the best physical therapist for you". Taking in Coaches word I just wanted to be alone "Can I just be alone and have time to think about what I want" receiving multiple yes's my doctors filed out while my coach remained. "I just want you to know since you won' be able to play for a while and with the World Cup coming up anyways you are technically allowed to leave and go get treated as Jill and I discussed in case of injury you were to be returned back to her. None of us will blame you if you do go back as you deserve proper care" with him walking out I was finally alone and with that I let out all my tears that were kept at bay as I realized how bad my life had gotten.

Knowing I had to do what was best for me I called Elijah and told him to Uber over here as he needed to drive my car. Making my way back to the locker room with a lot more difficulty as I now had to walk in crutches and a support ankle I noticed all the girls were already there. Informing them of my injury they were all saddened by the news and as they helped me change and get ready to leave. I hugged them all goodbye as I saw Elijah waiting for me at the front door. Him getting my bags and opening my door we made our way on home and after a few minutes of sitting I come to realize what my decision was. So calling up the family jet which was stationed in Spain right now I told them to have it prepared as I was on my way. Calling Elijah into the living room I told him of my news.

"So I decided that it is within my best interest that I leave Spain for a while and head to San Francisco" he nodded in agreement. "I understand why you're leaving and I hope nothing for the best for you so while I won't see you for a while just know I'll miss you". Giving him a hug we then made our way up stairs we're he helped me pack my essentials things for the next few months.

While Elijah was loading up the car I got Iris on a leash and made my way downstairs very slowly may I add. Once every thing was in the car I made my way in the car with the help of Elijah "What do you want me to tell the people that come and look for you". If someone was to come to my house they would be severely disappointed "Tell them I'm sorry for the inconvenience but, I'll be gone for a while" simple and sweet.

Getting to the airport I knew I wouldn't be back to this beautiful city in a while so taking one good last look of it I made my way up the stairs with Elijahs help of course. "Amara I'm sorry to tell you this but Maria isn't here right now due to family commitments so if you want we can fly tomorrow". Understanding everyone had a family not just me, but I just wanted to get out of the city that's cause me nothing but heartbreak.

"It's fine we can fly with out her" I could see them both hesitate on my answer. "Guys I'll be fine I promise let's just get out of here" and with that they went to start up the plane so sitting down I made my self as calm as possible. As the plane lifted I could feel a minor panic attack coming on so I did the best thing I could possibly due in this situation I slept.