With This Ring [JJK Fanfic]

Spiral

TRIGGERS ARE INCLUDED IN THIS CHAPTER AND WILL BE FROM NOW FORWARD. Sexual abuse and period mentions in this chapter. Some of you may think periods are not a trigger but they can be so please understand this.

          The concert went by in a blur of screaming, all from Sara. Doyun joined in during every verse from Yoongi, his eyes sparkling at the man every time. Biases must be a second soulmate for him.

         We were now on the 9th concert of the tour, far from home and far from Sara and Doyun.

         I had decided to walk around the venue, my body still in pain even though it was the 4th day of my period. I couldn't sit still, yet movement almost hurt as much, but not quite. I was in the restricted half of the venue, no one but authorized personnel were supposed to be here and I guess that's when I should have realized something wasn't right when I got to the edge. There was no guards, just the rope blocking the way.

          My life changed forever in the next twenty minutes and there's just no way of knowing what I could have done to avoid it.

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           My screaming had been laid upon deaf ears, as the music overtook the vicinity. I don't know how it happened, but here I laid, mostly naked and crying behind an old food cart. I didn't know what to do. This type of crime was so rare to happen. I noticed the man had no ring, and so that must have been the explanation. His eyes pierced my mind, the disgusting feeling between my legs pierced my soul. Blood was on the floor and I had no way of knowing if it was period blood or fresh blood. . .it was likely a mix of both.

         It must have been twenty minutes before a security guard found me and draped his coat over me as he called backup, specifically, unnies that could deal with me respectfully, and guards to immediately search the premises. He gently talked to me as we waited, the voices of fans leaving the venue leaving a haunting realization on me that the boys were done and would be looking for me within the hour.

         The unnies finally arrived wrapping me in blankets and taking me to the medical bus. They were so sweet, knowing that I was terrified more than I let on. As they tested the skin under my fingernails and the remainder of his presence on my body, it sunk in more what had happened. This man had violated me and done things my own soulmate hadn't even done.

         In my grief, I forgot how I got from the bus to the hospital, all I remember was waking up to a nurse who was gently trying to wake me.

"Ms. Yuri, I hate to wake you but there's someone by the name of Jeon Jungkook that's frantically asking to see you," she said.

"Let him in, please," I replied. 

            She nodded and went to get him, my heart racing. I didn't know how he would react, but I felt a brief sense of worry from him in my body.

            He walked in, immediately rushing to my side.

"They wouldn't tell me what happened, are you okay?"  His worried eyes were pulling across my body, the bruises on my arms scaring him.

"I'm better with you here," I sighed.

"I felt something was wrong and I should have stopped the show I-"

"You couldn't have done anything," I said. "You wouldn't have found me in time."

"W-what happened, Ara?" He asked again.

            I'll never forget the look on his face as I told him. He started crying and then started burning with anger, ready to tear the man to shreds. My guilt rose as I heard him spout off cancellations and different repercussions of the event. I felt gross on so many levels that I didn't know where to begin to talk about it.
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          The sad faces of everyone as I returned to the tour bus were too much to bare. I sobbed as I saw how they reacted, feeling awful that they felt bad. Their reassurances did nothing as I continued to sob.

           Today was the day that I would spiral and I didn't even know the half of it.