With This Ring [JJK Fanfic]

Where To Start

"Excuse me, say that again?" I asked, clearly not having heard the nurse right.

"It looks like you were a couple weeks along, I'm so sorry, Ms. Yuri." The nurse said. "It happens all the time though, you did nothing wrong."

Jungkook sat there in shock, his eyes glued to the nurse.

I didn't know what to say, I felt so numb. My heart broke knowing that I was carrying a child, but it weighed against the fact that it was the child of that vile man.

"I would wait a few cycles before trying again, I know you two must be excited to ha-"

"It wasn't my baby," Jungkook gritted.

"Oh, oh I'm so sorry," she panicked and profusely apologized. "You two must not be soulmates, I just assumed-"

"We are," I said. "I was raped."

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry, that wasn't in the chart," she glanced back at her papers.

"It's okay," I said, my voice low as I felt the anger radiating from Jungkook. "It's not supposed to be, you aren't my normal doctor. My records are supposed to be private unless absolutely necessary."

As if things couldn't get worse, telling her created a huge mess. Every ARMY found out by the next day that I had been treated for a miscarriage. The day after, Bang PD issued a statement about the situation, leaving ARMYs in a fit of rage. I hadn't expected their reactions. They were all furious and wanting to get justice for what happened, and I couldn't believe it. They all cared so much about me but yet they still knew so little about me.

Taehyung and Ellie had made it their mission to take care of me when Jungkook left to talk to BigHit's official reporter. They were both so gentle with me, babying me to the best of their abilities. We stayed alone in the dorm, watching movies as we waited for Jungkook to come home.

"I can't believe this got out," Ellie whispered. "You're hurting, you shouldn't have to deal with so many people knowing."

"It's okay," I said. "I just want Jungkook home and I wanna move on. I wanna help out with the babies and be normal."

"You. . .you're okay with helping with babies?" Ellie asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I asked.

Ellie shared a glance with Taehyung.

"The um. . .the miscarriage." Ellie said.

"Oh, Ellie, that hasn't really messed with me," I said. "I'm upset knowing I was carrying a child, but the thought of raising that child terrifies me. It might hit me worse in the future, but now? I just wanna be with my family."

Ellie smiled solemnly and nodded, Taehyung pulled me into his side.

"We're all here for you, no matter what." Taehyung said.

          This is when I finally felt so incredibly close with everyone in my family. It was like the first connection with Jungkook, but somehow stronger. I felt at home, I felt safe, I felt loved.

Jungkook came home two hours later, wrapping me in his arms. I told him about the realization I had and how I wanna move forward. I knew I'd have such a hard time moving on with sex and from the nightmares, but this was a start.