Our Little Secret ||Historical Lams Oneshots||

Beautiful

(mild) smoot
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Alexander and I walked back to our tent after a long day of watch duty. We haven't seen each other in hours, as we had been stationed far apart. He linked our fingers together and I glanced at him.

I stared, captivated. The setting sun created a ring of light around his frame, his downcast violet eyes glittering in a reflection of the light. His messy red hair shone, frizzing a bit at the top. He must've sensed my gaze, as he looked up at me. "What're you staring at?" he asked. "You, my dear boy," I answered. "You're so beautiful." He shook his head.

"I'm not beautiful." he said. I pulled him into a soft kiss, knowing we were far enough away that no one would see us. "You are," I told him. "And I'll prove it to you."

We arrived at our lodging and I pushed Alex through the opening in the canvas. "John?" he asked as I unbuttoned his uniform, letting it fall over his shoulders. "What are you doing?"

"Well, if all goes well," I said, moving on to his thin white shirt. "You." Alex's eyes lit up and he shrugged his shirt off, proceeding to do the same to mine. We stripped each other down until we were just in our undergarments. His gorgeous violet orbs widened. "Wow, John... you..." he said. "Are we really doing this?"

"If I have your consent."

"My God, John, yes!"

I exhaled quietly. "Here we go." I whispered, pulling him closer to me.

My lips slowly met his, and he quickly responded, pushing my mouth open with his and deepening the kiss. I pushed him onto our bed, pinning him to the small mattress. He lets out a gasp beneath me.

"Let me show you all the ways you are beautiful," I say. "Your freckles," I kiss the dark spots that splatter his face. "Your eyes," I close his eyes with my fingers and lightly kiss his eyelids. I run my hands down his sides. "That incredible brain of yours," I kiss his forehead. "And most of all," I murmur. "Your heart, which you have so graciously allowed me access to." Alex giggled as I nuzzled his chest.

I positioned myself so I was straddling him, my legs on either sides of his hips, placing my hands next to his shoulders. I locked eyes with the smaller man beneath me. I bring my face down to meet his, more forcefully than I had planned to, as Alex made a little noise of surprise as our lips met.

He got over it swiftly, and was soon grazing his teeth across my bottom lip, requesting access. I granted it to him, parting my lips and handing over my dominance, and I felt his tongue slip through. My legs buckled at the sensation, making me lose my balance and fall on top of him. "Sorry." I mumbled as our bodies collided. "Don't be foolish, dearest Laurens," Alex said. "You've no need to apologize," He smirked mischievously. "Do come closer..." I blushed but did as he said, bringing my body closer to his until our faces were nearly touching, his hands on my chest. "Alexander..." I breathed. He brought his mouth crashing onto mine, his lips soft and full.

My legs scissored between his, tangling the sheets around us. I felt his hands travel down to my waist, toying with the hem of my breeches. "Ah- Alex- stop teasing-" I groaned, breaking off slightly. "Just go for it already!" He continued to massage my hips, rubbing circles with his thumb on the sides. "Anxious, are we?" he asked. "Tell me why I shouldn't make you wait."

"Alex, please-" I moaned. "I want you..." He kissed me once more. "That's not a reason," he scolded. "I think I shan't do it."

"Please..." I whined. "I need you..."

"Patience is a virtue, my dear boy," he said, running a finger down the side of my face. "We must all learn that one way or another." He dragged his lips down my neck, sucking occasionally. I giggled as he found a sensitive patch of skin. He took this as an invitation and darkened it. "Alex," I said. "How are we going to hide these tomorrow?"

"We?" he asked, lifting his face and meeting my gaze. "Last time I checked, you're the one with pur-"

I interrupted him by copying his actions, attacking his exposed neck with my mouth, leaving dark spots down it. "John!" he squealed. I laughed softly at his reaction. I allowed my hands to float to his waist, and started to play with the tie of his garments. "Agh, John, I get it," he cried. "Take me!" I grinned, satisfied, and began to pull them off. I started to grind against him as he kicked them off his ankles. "Nngh- John- stop!- no, don't~" he tripped over his words.

"Do you want to keep going?" I asked. "I don't want to make you uncomfortable."

"No, keep going, please."

I allowed him to untie my breeches and let them fall freely down my legs. I wrapped my legs around him, trying to get a feel of as much as him as possible. "Why must the good things in life be so forbidden?" Alex asked with a low moan. I dragged my hands down his body, memorizing his shape. "How is this wrong if it feels so right?" he continued. I didn't answer, just continued my exploration of him. He connected our lips, and pulled me into the closest proximity imaginable, until there was absolutely no open space between us.

I tugged the ribbon out of my lover's hair, letting his curls frame his face like a mane. I dug my fingers into it, the smaller man emitting a soft groan as I pulled gently.

"John..." Alex whispered, removing his mouth from mine. "Yes, my love?" I murmured. He kissed me again before answering. "I'm ready," he said. "I'm ready for you."

"You're sure?"

"I've never desired anything more."

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and I'm stopping it here because I'm not comfortable going any further with this topic (sorry, maybe another time)