Miss Jenner -KJxYN-

14. A Tuesday

-WARNING -contains what some people may find distressing or triggering. Please only read if you are in a healthy state of mind❤

Kendall's POV:

I couldn't get him out of my head, I tried. I didn't want him to leave my classroom like that, I wanted to tell the exact opposite of what I had but I was overwhelmed. 

He didn't come to school today, I couldn't pay attention whilst teaching his class, just seeing his empty seat I'm front of mine. I couldn't help but wonder when he'd be back or what he was doing now even.

I finally finished my day and was heading home, remembering how he got into my car on that one unfortunate rainy evening with a box of pizza in his hand. It made me smile softly and without even realizing it, a tear fell from my eye and slipped down my cheek.

I could barely being myself to eat dinner and decided to go for a jog instead. I changed and left, I was jogging around when I remembered heading towards Y/N one previous evening, he had frozen yogurt on his face, I still remember the feeling of his skin on my fingertip when I wiped it away.

I was in my way through the park, my thoughts about Y/N had consumed me completely and I realized I had strayed from my original pathway. I slowed down when I came across a lifeless body on the floor. It looked like a mannequin at first wearing a black hoodie but as I got closer my eyes widened and I let out a horrifying scream.

I quickly got to my knees trying to wake him up. Someone showed up probably from my scream and I told them to call for an ambulance. Everything felt slow motion. I sat there with his head on my lap, the feel out his cold clammy skin against my hand. His breathing was shallow and weak. I cried and cried, waiting for his life to be saved. I didn't know what to do myself. All I could do was hold what felt like a cold heavy corpse and hope he would live.

I hope the trigger warning made sense, I've seen people get hurt my drugs and stuff and I know it can be distressing, especially for those who find someone, it's not easy to forget. Just a reminder than anyone going through anything, feel free to message me about anything