Miss Jenner -KJxYN-

19. There for me

Y/N's POV:

After leaving Megan's house I decided I still wasn't done being a hoe. I heard of a party nearby, even if it was a random night. Loud music was close by, I soon found the large house and spotted a few guys I knew from school out on the lawn. I went to them and they instinctively handed me a beer and greeted me. 

I walked inside the house and slumped onto an empty spot of what soon became a crowded couch. I felt someone straddling my lap and looked up to see Zendaya. I knew I came here for sex but at this point I needed something stronger, and the only thing stronger than sex is drugs. I kissed her slowly but that was it, she must have got the message and soon enough hopped off my lap, she messed up my hair and headed off.

I drunk some more, and then stumbled upstairs. I met some familiar guys and we exchanged money and a white powder substance. I stuffed the little bag in my pocket and went back downstairs, pushed through crowded sweaty bodies and left the house.

I was stumbling the streets, unable to drive. I came across a familiar looking girl. "Y/N what are you doing? "

"Is that..Selena? Selena is that you? What are you doing here? "

"Uhh I was just heading home, I was helping a family friend, she's an older fragile lady it's very sad actu- Wait Y/N what are you doing?"

" Ummm I was walking. I'm walking. I'm going to uhh where am I going? Uhh oh", I dug around in my pocket and waved the little bag around.

"Y/N no no no, give me that please, I know what happened before Y/N please give me that bag", she said her eyes glistening a little.

"Huh, am very confused Sarah what are you talking about. Look I'm tired I want to go to sleep". In my drunken state, I sat on the cold floor and then lied down.

"Y/N please get up", she took the little bag and dropped it in a drain without a second thought. "Come on up you get Y/N". She offered me her hand and I took it, with much needed effort she pulled me up. I rested my arm around her shoulder and she led me to my house, even thought it was a good ten minute walk. 

I woke up in my bed, with a pounding headache. I managed to climb down the stairs where I found my mom in the kitchen. "Mom what happened..last night"

"You tell me, you didn't get home till late, and you didn't even send me a text Y/N I was worried sick. I called Megan and asked where you were and not even she knew, she even offered to go out and look for you. I was going to do the same and by the grace of God, this lovely girl Selena came along, carrying your limp drunken body. I couldn't carry you upstairs myself, that lovely girl. I could tell she was exhausted and she still helped me get you to your bed".

"Oh."

" Now get to school ".

I groaned loudly, "Mommm, ugh okay fine" .

I managed to throw myself in the shower, and dressed in a dark outfit with a hood pulled over my head. I was on my way to school when I heard feet coming up behind me. Hailee reached and demanded an explanation for me being absent for ages. I told her to meet me under the bleachers during math.

Once it was eventually time for math, I headed to the bleachers where I saw Hailee was already waiting. 

"So...you can't tell anyone what I'm going to tell you, and I'm going to tell you everything. So, I...had what would be considered an illegal relationship with someone, and someone else as well to an extent. I'm going to start with the most normal stuff and I'll soon get to the rest. So one of the people I fucked was a friend of yours...Zendaya Coleman. It was once at a party. Also you know my hot family friend..mrs Fox, we had a bit of a fling, my mom caught us but it's all good now. And the last person...look you can't tell ANYONE about this shit. I...had something going on with miss Jenner..I don't even know what it was now. That day where I stormed out, I saw her kissing Harry... "

I looked at her and saw her mouth wide open. There was a mix of fear, sadness and anger stirring in her eyes. "You didn't tell me anything...and whilst you kissed me you were involved with three others, are you serious?"

" No it wasn't all at once I swear, Hailee please. I..I don't know what to say".

 "Look here Y/N I'm not telling anyone anything, but you could have told me something, I'm sorry, you've clearly been through a lot."

I started to break down, " it's her, she's in my head, I can't get her out..I think I love her or something, I just can't stop thinking about her, I need help Hailee. I'm fucking hurting, she was with Harry, what if she's been doing the same with him that she has with me. You know, she found me in the park when...when I overdosed. I just can't get her to leave me head, she's just there, won't leave Hailee help me".

By now we were both crying, she engulfed me in a hug and I eventually cried my eyes out in her lap. "I'm sorry Y/N, I wasn't here for you. You've been through so much I'm sorry".