Miss Jenner -KJxYN-

20. My favorite drug

Kendall's POV:

I knew Y/N walked in on me and Harry, I found a ball of scrunched up paper on the floor by the door and after the incident it was evident that he was avoiding me, he'd leave my texts on seen or just not open them at all, he also wouldn't attend my classes. I needed a way to explain to him that I did not kiss Harry.

My math lesson was coming to a close that day, a few students needed some help at the end so they lined up in front of my desk, once they got their answer they'd take their bag and leave. Harry was last in that line and the only person in the classroom with me. He looked around, making sure no one was with us then walked around my desk. I was scared and started backing away but he grabbed my face and kissed me. That must have been the exact moment that Y/N walked. Clearly he left as quick as possible because it's obvious that he didn't see me slap Harry and then push him to the floor.

That day was horrible, I sat at my desk after the incident and just cried, wishing I could be in Y/N's arms, so he could make me feel safe. When I finally wiped away my tears and decided to leave, was when I saw Y/N speeding off in his car. Before I broke down again I rushed to my car and headed home.

By now Y/N had missed a few of my lessons, it just made me sad not seeing him at his desk, even if he would stare at my ass the entire lesson. Unfortunately for him the admin staff recognized his absences and they called his mom in. I had to go the principals office right now to talk with her and it meant I'd finally see him, it made me nervous as hell though.

I walked in and saw the back of him, he was sat opposite the principal with his mom by his side. I introduced myself to her and stood to the side.

His mom was visibly concerned, she asked Y/N to leave for a moment, he spared me a quick blank faced glance and walked out.

 "Principal my boy needs help, I don't know why he's missing math of all lessons...the other night he was carried home by a sweet girl who I believe is a student here. He was so drunk he couldn't stand on his own two feet. I questioned the girl about how he got into such a state but she didn't know. However after much hesitation she revealed to me how when she found Y/N his plan was to go off and do some drugs..", understandably she began to break down and I myself had to hold in my tears. "After everything he's been through, he still decided to go back to drugs no matter what and I don't know what to do. It was the short time after his last overdose that he seemed truly happy. He'd come home a little late or sometimes not at all but he had a real smile on his face. Principal I need help putting that smile on his face once more, I don't know which girl was making him so happy or how, I just want my boy back.."

" Y/M/N I need you to trust me now okay, I'm going to make sure your boy gets all the help he needs. Miss Jenner here, she tutored him and really helped pull up his grades. I think that making him focus on school work will help distract him. It's the best shot we've got right now. "

"Okay", she turned to me with a small smile, her eyes still glistening, "thank you for helping him, I hope you don't mind remaining his tutor and just keeping him on track".

I nodded with a smile, "of course Mrs Y/L/N, I'll be there for to help him whenever" .

After the office ordeal, his mom went home. I was sat in my class waiting for him. School was over so by now most people had left. It had been a little while and just when I thought he wouldn't come, he burst through the door. He locked it behind him and sat at his desk with a huff.

I stood up and walked in front of his desk, and slapped his head lightly. He looked up at me with a frown. With a shaky voice I said, "you were going to do more drugs?"

He looked down at the floor and spoke quietly, " look I don't remember properly, I saw you and Harry and got pissed, so don't blame me, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have gone back to Megan and gotten caught by my mom, I wouldn't have gone to a stupid party to get drunk, I wouldn't have kissed Zendaya again, or Hailee. I wouldn't have bought more drugs just so I could get you out of my head because you just won't leave my fucking head".

Tears left my eyes freely, "You did all of that because of what you assumed had happened? Let me tell you what happened that day, I thought Harry came to me for help, instead he walked around my desk and grabbed my face and kissed me. I was scared Y/N. You didn't see me slap him and push him. Let me guess you thought I was with Harry the same way I was with you, well no Y/N, you're the only person I fucking want. "

He stood up with watery eyes. "I'm sorry, if you stay with me I promise I'll never touch drugs again, there won't be any other girl. I just need you." I nodded slowly them he leant forward and attached his lips to mine. When we broke apart to get some air, I heard him whisper, "you're my favorite drug".

Hi guys it's a little early but here's a holiday update:)