The Butterfly Code

83

[ I'm alive. Sorry. ]

"He went to see Sijeon!!" Namjoon growled.

A silence took over them once again.  Jungkook blurted out, "He did what?!?!?!?"

"Why the hell would he do that?!?!" Taehyung exclaimed.

Namjoon narrowed his eyes, "I dont know!!! He's asking me to drop it!! That's why we were arguing today because he slipped up and told me!!!"

Namjoon's voice and expression dropped into one of pain, "Where is he?"

"In his room with Hobi hyung..." Jimin muttered.

"Oh hell no- I'm going to figure out why he went to visit that fucking bastard," Yoongi snarled standing up.

The youngest four, glanced at one another before racing after the rapper. Yoongi entered his room, yelling, "Kim Seokjin hyung! I swear to god, you better have a good explanation!!!"

Jin and Hoseok seemed startled, the older lifting his head to look up. Hoseok glared at Yoongi, "Hyung what the heck! Jin hyung needs to rest!!"

"He can rest after I know why he went to visit Sijeon. Alone," Yoongi sent a glare back.

Hoseok's jaw dropped and he looked at Jin, who had slightly paled. The youngest four walked in, Namjoon glancing at Jin briefly. The two held a gaze before turning away from one another.

"Go away," Jin ordered, getting off his bed and walking to his closet.

"You promised to talk to us," Jungkook frowned.

"You promised you'd let us help," Jimin added.

Jin huffed, "I just went to see him, nothing happened,"

"Nothing happened my fucking ass," Namjoon rolled his eyes, "You've been acting weird around me for a whole week! At least now I know why!!!"

Jin held a stern gaze with the leader, "Oh well, geez!! Would you act normal when you went to visit your rapist and abuser without the knowledge of the people keeping an eye on you 24/7?!?!"

Namjoon gritted his teeth, "Exactly! He's your abuser! And your rapist!!" 

Jin narrowed his eyes, "You think I don't know that!! I've had someone force me into sex!! Kiss me when I hated it!! Choke me! Make me starve!! Fuck me to the point there's fucking blood!! Tie my fucking wrists, gag me! Make me throw up because I ate half a fucking meal!! BUT BUT- fucked up my mind to the point I'm thinking he's helping me!!!!!!!!!"

The six paled at the confession, looking at Jin with horror as the older panted. Jin's yelled in frustration, turning away and holding his head, "GET OUT!!"

"Jin-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!" Jin cut Taehyung off.

Everyone looked at Namjoon, unsure of what exactly to do. Namjoon was in a turmoil of decisions. He knew Jin needed some time...but he was scared of leaving him alone. He bit his lip, decisions racing in his mind. When he saw the others staring at him, he motioned to the door.

The boys slowly left the room, Hoseok squeezing his shoulder tightly, "Joon, don't leave until you two are on good terms..."

Namjoon nodded, the dancer leaving and shutting the door. Namjoon hesitantly approached Jin, who had his forehead leaning against the wall, back facing him.

"I told you to go," Jin choked as Namjoon reached him.

Namjoon sighed, gently pulling Jin away from the wall. He was thankful when Jin didn't pull away. But he was also frowning as Jin just allowed himself to be moved. Namjoon guided Jin back to the bed, making the older sit down. Namjoon took a deep breath before speaking, "Hyung...why did you go?"