Glee: After My Fame (a gay ross lynch/glee crossover fanfiction)

Chapter 4 - confessions

*Ryder pov*

  I sat in my room thinking about things that I normally would push aside, but today I couldn't.  I could hear Tony singing in the kitchen. I didn't know the song, but he sounded really good. The best part about them living here was that I was never alone. They were always happy and it seemed like they were inseperable. I've always seen that kind of love on T.V. but never in real life. I suddenly was pulled from my thoughts when I heard a knock on the door.

   "It's open!" I called and Ross walked in.

   "Hey, we are going to go out tonight. You're invited and I won't let you say no. So get ready, or come as you are. It's not formal." Ross said and I smiled getting up.

   "So, I get to go on a date with my best friends? How could I pass that up!" I said and started towards my closet.

  "You think that we could talk for a second?" Ross asked and he sat in my computer chair.

   "Sure, what's up?" I responded still looking through my shirts.

    "I got a call from Hollywood Records they want to resign me. I haven't told Tony yet. They want me on the first plane out of here tomarrow." Ross stated and mh jaw dropped.

  "So you guys are leaving? You guys promised me you guys would help save this club from Sue!" I snapped and tears ran down my face.

   "No, actually I'm going alone. Tony seems really happy here, and I won't take him away from something that makes him happy. He's going to save the glee club for you guys. I'm not going to screw you guys over." Ross said calmly and he came over and hugged me tightly.

   "How do you think he's going to react to you going clear across the country without him? I can't imagine he'd be ok with you leaving him behind." I said and Ross looked down and I instantly knew what he planned on doing.

  "Ross, no, you can't do that to him! Don't even do that shit! You can't break up with him!" I snapped again.

   "Ryder, I don't see any other way of doing this. I been over it in my mind a million times already, but this is the only way I see of doing this so that he can stay here without wanting to leave you guys. I don't want to but it's better this way." Ross replied and I got up and shut the door and looked back at Ross.

   "You could say screw the label and stay here with your boyfriend and all your friends! You really have no idea how suicidal he already feels do you? He may look happy but he's extremely depressed! If you would do some snooping like I did you would know that!" I shouted and then Ross looked up at me.

   "He's suicidal? Did he tell you this?" Ross questioned.

   "No, after reading his journal in homeroom I didn't need him to tell me." I responded.

   "You read his journal?" Ross asked in disbelief.

   "Yes, I put it back before he noticed it was gone." I said sitting back down.

   "This is serious, Ryder, I need you to give me the numbers of the local theripists. I need to get him help before he does something to hurt himself." Ross said and I handed him a card from my wallet.

   "This is the one I went to for years, she is amazing. She helped me when I couldn't even accept who I was."  I responded.

   "She better be." Ross replied and walked into the living room.

   I followed him out and he got Tony and sat down at the piano. He sighed and looked at me. I sat down in the recliner and then looked down.

*Tony's pov*