Glee: After My Fame (a gay ross lynch/glee crossover fanfiction)

chapter 23- Pain & hiding things

*Ross pov*

I sat straight up gasping for breath. I looked over at Tony who was sleeping peacefully. I got up and went downstairs slipping on my sneakers and stepped outside. I looked over in the grass and saw Josh cuddled up to Ryder on a blanket, they had fallen asleep when they came out to look at the stars. I crept slowly by them as I pulled out my phone calling Sam.

"Ross, what is it?" Sam asked clearly tired.

"I need you to meet me at the park. It's becoming too much." I said and Sam groaned.

"Ok, I'll be there in a few minutes." He replied as he hung up.

*Sams pov* *10 minutes later*

Ross walked towards me and I could see him starting to tear up. I pulled him into a hug and he shook his head. I could tell that it was becoming too much for him to hold this secret and I could tell that he was at the breaking point.

"Hey, easy, don't freak yourself out over this. Everything worked out for the best. I mean look how far you have come. There's no way you could have without the accident that night, it made you stronger." I said.

"No, Sam, it makes me a murderer! Don't you see? I killed the one guy who Tony truely loved! I was never going to be good enough for him. Had I not fallen asleep at the wheel Zach wouldn't have died that night! I'm the reason Tony's going to suffer for the rest of his life Sam!" Ross sobbed and I shook my head.

"Ross, calm down. You need to keep in mind how happy you make him. If you tell him about this it will ruin everything including his sanity. You need to be aware that once he knows he will never talk to you again. This could be the one thing that turns him stone cold against the world." I said and Ross shook his head.

"It's the risk I have to take. I can't lie anymore Sam! The day of Zach's funeral all I could think of was how it was MY fault we were all there. It was my fault that Tony lost his soulmate and was going to miss him forever. Do you really think that I can carry this secret anymore? It's eating at me!" Ross shouted and I sat him down on the bench behind him.
"No, I don't think you can, but you need to. Just listen to your heart. What is it telling you?" I asked and by then he had fallen asleep and I carried him back to Ryder's place, where Tony was in the front room calling Ross's phone repeatedly.

"Oh thank God, is he ok?" Tony asked and I nodded.

"Yeah, I needed to talk to him and he fell asleep. So, I brought him home." I said following Tony upstairs.

"He's been doing this for a few days now where he gets up in the middle of the night and wonders off. I'm really hoping he's not cheating on me." Tony replied and I shook my head laying Ross in his bed.

"He's not cheating on you, or I would know about it. He will need you soon though. He wont listen to me so maybe he will listen to you." I said pulling the blanket over Ross and I headed for the door.

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Short chapter I know but i may add to it or change parts because i feel like the story is getting a bit far fetched now. Love you guys
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