Glee: After My Fame (a gay ross lynch/glee crossover fanfiction)

chapter 5 - The Happiness of Anger

*Ross pov* *tour bus somewhere in texas*

   "Ross, honey, you have barely eaten since you got back. Is everything ok?" My mom, Stormie, asked.

   "I feel bad for leaving Tony in Ohio. I should have just told the label to screw off. I feel empty mom, like part of me is missing." I said and she sat down next to me.

   "If you ask me, you need to make choices that make you happy and if that means going back to where he is I won't stop you. I mean it's not like you are under contract anymore." Mom said and my phone rang loudly playing "story of my life" and Tony's face appeared on the screen and my mom got up and left the back bedroom on the bus.

   "Thanks mom," I said answering the call, "hey babe!"

   "Hey, hows the tour?" Tony asked.

   "Well, I'm really not feeling it anymore. It was fun when you were here, but now I can't focus. How's school?" I replied.

   "It's going great! Mr. Schue gave me a solo for sectionals! He said I need to find a song that is inspired by a band or singer that broke up or quit making music." Tony replied.

   "A solo? That's incredible! I'm sure you will be amazing! And I'm sure you can figure out something, I mean there's a lot of great songs by broken up bands." I said.

   "Yeah, I was thinking of My Chemical Romance you know something angry or revengeful. I mean it's going to be the opening number of our set list." Tony said with excitement in his voice.

   "Well I hate to do this, but it's dinner time so text me?" I asked in my soft flirty voice.

   "Sure, and I'll wait until you text me so I don't text during dinner." Tony said.

   "I love you." I said my heart breaking.

   "I love you too Ross." Tony said and I hung up the phone.

*Tony's pov* *back in Lima the following monday*

   I sat at the edge of Ryder's California King size matteress and smiled as I text Ross. Ryder was standing next to his bed with a towel wrapped around his waist. He looked over at me and I looked up at him.

  "So are you going to hurry? We will be late if you aren't quick." I said and he blushed slightly.

   "Tony, I want to tell you something. I've been so afraid to tell anyone, but I'm gay and I only tried to hide it. I was afraid of what would be said about me." Ryder said and I just sat there in shock.

  "You're gay? Wow, I feel like I missed a lot. How did you confirm it?" I asked and he blushed again.

  "I slept with Spencer." Ryder said pulling the towel off and pulled on skin tight briefs.

  "The guy on the football team?" I asked and I looked at my phone again. 

  "Yeah, and before you judge me it was a one night stand. I won't do it again." Ryder said.

  "I wouldn't judge you, besides we all have dirty little secrets." I said.

  "What's your dirty little secret?" He asked and I turned to him and smiled.

   "If I tell you, you can't tell anybody." I replied.

   "I won't tell anyone." He said.

   "Well, Ross and I still haven't done it yet, but everyone thinks we have. They just don't believe us when we tell them we haven't." I said and we headed out of his room and outside to the car.