*Ross pov* *next day in glee club*
"Alright you guys, Sam is going to take over for awhile until I can return. I will also go to nationals with you guys in a few weeks. Sam already knows your lesson that Ross gave you yesterday so just do what you are here to do." Mr. Schue said before walking out of the room.
"Alright does anyone have a song ready?" Sam asked.
"Actually none of us prepaired a number in hopes that we could watch your family drama boil over." Kitty said looking at Sam and then over at me.
"Kitty, this isn't the place for that." Sam said and I looked at him.
"No, Sam this is the perfect place for this. I mean everyone else seems to know the whole story so why not just bring it into the open?" I snapped.
"Ross, we didn't tell anyone outside of our friends that we were homeless because we didn't want everyone to feel sorry for us." Sam said calmly.
"You were homeless?" I responded in panic.
"Wow...and I thought we all knew the whole thing." Kitty said in shock.
"Wait, Ross, what the hell were you talking about?" Sam asked confused.
"I was talking about your stripper days. I had no idea you were homeless." I said and Sam nodded.
"One kind of lead to the other. Dad couldn't pay the bills alone and there weren't many male strippers around where we moved so I found a club and they highered me instantly." Sam told.
"You could have come to your family. Nobody would have judged you for needing help." I said and Sam looked at me.
"So, you're ashamed of me for taking my clothes off for money? I could have just done porn, but I didn't. I'm not ashamed of what I did to help my family maybe you might be ashamed of some things you did in the past, but I don't live that way. If I did I wouldn't be standing here in front of people from my past!" Sam snapped and I felt the rage build in my stomach.
"You swore you would never talk about that!" I said.
"No I said I wouldn't tell anyone because it would hurt you. I never said we wouldn't talk about it!" Sam responded and I walked out and right into the auditiorium.
Everyone's a passenger tonight,
Just another accidental on the freeway of this life.
We'll drive on, and on, and on, and on.
We'll drive on, and on, and-
I'll remember this night when you're gone
You surrender your heart,
I surrender every dream,
Every weapon you've got,
Every secret that I keep,
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to-
Just another surgery tonight,
Well if you amputate the loneliness,
Anesthesia dims the lights.
So dream on, and on, and on, and on.
So dream on, and on, and-
I'll remember your eyes when you're gone
You surrender your heart,
I surrender every dream,
Every weapon you've got,
Every secret that I keep,
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to me
And I'll watch you in your sleep
'Cause tonight belongs to me
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to...
The flashbacks were grusome, I felt sick as I saw the images in my mind. I knew there was no way to fix this not even if I tried.
Sparks against the railing,
Distant phantoms wailing.
Through the windshield sailing,
With these airbags failing.
Now you surrender your heart,
I surrender every dream,
Every weapon you've got,
Every secret that I keep,
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to me
And I'll watch you in your sleep,
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to me,
But tonight belongs to me,
But tonight belongs to me.
I saw someone walking down the stairs and toward the stage. It was too dark to realize who it was until they were right up on the stage. It was Sam. I felt the tears hit me like bricks.
"Hey, no, Ross come on we have talked about this. It wasn't your fault the situation was out of your hands." Sam said hugging me and I shook my head.
"I feel way more guilty now Sam. It's my fault, no matter what anyone says I was behind the wheel that night, I should have never been driving that late at night I had been driving for 29 hours I should have just pulled over and slept!" I sobbed and Sam sighed.
"You didn't do it on purpose, Ross. You didn't know anyone would be walking out that late at night." Sam said and I shook my head crying harder.
The secret I held was starting to feel overbearing, and it was starting to hurt me. If I didn't get it off my chest soon it would kill me.
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Where was Ross driving and what had happened that had him feeling so guilty? All the answers will be answered soon.
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Song:
Surrender the Night- My Chemical Romance
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Glee: After My Fame (a gay ross lynch/glee crossover fanfiction)
CasualeAfter losing his career as a music artist, Ross Lynch, follows Tony, his boyfriend, back to Ohio to save a glee club. with the New directions at a slow start and sue causing problems for the glee club and threatening the clubs very existance it's up...
