"Streaming's gotten to just not feel the same anymore. I'll still like go on other people's streams and shit. But my break from it really made me realize I prefer just making videos instead of streaming it live. I don't know, it just felt a little less stressful.
"Speaking of going on other people's streams, I went on to Connor's for Among Us. Turns out I'm really bad at the game. Can't lie very well. Schlatt got me out almost every time that dickhead.
"Travis wants to go out to lunch with me. Wants to catch up. I'm not sure if I can. Caiden told me to be on high alert. Apparently Dad seems to be getting bad again. Caid said he looks fragile instead of the healthy-sick he usually is.
"My dad always liked you. Something about you just made my whole family like you. Maybe it's a sign. Maybe you're just that kinda guy. Who knows? I remember Matt trying to act all tough to you at first, but he always liked you. Said he liked you because he liked the way I looked happier when I was with you. Jack agreed and brought up soulmates. Caid liked you because you were funny. He barely even pays attention to me when you're around, I think you may be his idol or some shit.
"Back to what I was saying, I don't want to be out at lunch with Travis to get a call saying my dad's in the hospital. I don't need him seeing me weak. Although, even if lunch went smoothly, he'd still see me weak. I'm so- I don't know.
"I heard a song the other day. It hit kind of hard even though it's a Christian song, definitely about God. But part of the song she goes, "In you I find my worth, in you I find my identity." And it reminded me of you. A lot of songs remind me of you. But this one reminded me of you because of all these times when people tell me I'm much more myself when I'm with you. I don't know, just something on my mind. I love you."
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Fanfiction"They were meant to be. I brought that up and my mom brought you up. Cute, huh? My mom thinks we're soulmates, Coop." Where two people who wrongly took a break from each other communicate through voicemails, dancing around their wanting for the othe...
