her fourteenth

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"Cooper... I sound gross right now but I just need to get this off of my chest. You need someone who you don't have to wait for. Someone who can love you right now. Someone who isn't scared of seeing you because they don't know how well they'll hold up.

"My heart jumps a little when I see someone similar to you out of the corner of my eye. Maybe that jump is actually it breaking a little more. It's so fucking annoying how much I miss you. How much I crave being back in your bed just feeling protected from all the bad things in my head. I miss you. But I'm waiting. And I'm leaving you waiting. And I'm not sure why.

"You deserve someone better. Completely and utterly better than me. I'm the lowest of the low and you deserve the highest of the high. Holy shit do you deserve absolutely the best. And that's not me, bub. It's not. It's jus- Fuck. I just knocked a glass on the ground. I've gotta go."

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