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"I don't know. It didn't work out the first time, right? Why would it work out the second. What if we just keep going in the same cycle? Break up, crawl back, wait, back together, and repeat. That's fucking terrifying. I don't want that.

"I'm not saying that's what will happen with us. I'm not. I sure as hell don't want it to be how it goes. Not at all. I know for a fact I love you just as much, if not more, than I did when we broke up. Do you feel the same, Coop? 'Cause my brain is always telling me you don't. That if you did we wouldn't be feeling like shit and we would be happy and with each other. But we aren't. And there's gotta be a reason, and maybe that reason is that I'm not good enough."

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