Behind The Cameras | BxB

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Hongjoong was still devastated with the loss of his grandma. Yeah, he was a real professional, those laughters, actions and everything else was just acting. Why should he show the world how miserable he was? No, he didn't want anyone to feel bad for him. He was known to be the brave leader and even energizer of the group. That's what he thought, but the members saw the change in him.

"Hyung, you haven't eaten anything since this morning. You have to stay healthy for the concert!", scolded Yunho. Hongjoong shook his head and stared at the TV.

"I'm ok. I'm not hungry.", said Hongjoong, giving a small smile. Mingi and Wooyoung noticed the behavior of Hongjoong, they all put down what they were doing and went closer to Hongjoong.

"Did something happen? You're so down.", with that said, Hongjoong's tears fell like waterfall.

"I feel so guilty. I was too busy that I didn't get to see her one last time.", he complained and covered his face. The others hugged him and comforted him. They knew who he was talking about. They always saw him in a videocall with his grandma, they saw how happy he was.

"Hyung, it's ok. You have an angel to guide you now. She will be supporting you from up there.", said Mingi. The others agreed and soon Hongjoong calmed down.

Seonghwa wasn't there because he was in the company with San, practicing their dance. While they were laughing and playing around Seonghwa felt something in his chest. He then thought of Hongjoong. 'I think he's crying again.' Seonghwa thought and felt bad. Since it was already night time, the two decided to go home.

"Hey San! Come with me to the convenience store. Let's get some ice cream.", said Seonghwa and San became cheerful.

"Ice cream for dinner? Sweet!", he replied, clapping his hands. Seonghwa hit his head playfully.

"For dessert you dickwad! Wooyoung already cooked dinner for us.", said Seonghwa and giggled. San pouted and rubbed his head. They entered the store and looked for ice cream and snacks.

"Can I have a strawberry, 2 cookies and cream, 2 chocolate, 2 vanilla and 1 cookie dough ice cream please?", Seonghwa said with a smile to the cashier. He nodded with a smile and took the ice creams asked. San came to the counter with 2 handfuls of snacks. Seonghwa rolled his eyes and gestured San to put the snacks so it can be put in a bag.

"Sannie, we're suppose to go on a diet for the concert you know. I just bought ice cream for a little dessert.", Seonghwa said, glaring at the younger.

"We won't get to finish this the whole week hyung. It's just for snacks when we are very hungry.", San replied, emphasizing the very. Once it was all paid, they went back to the dorm and the members rushed to greet them back. Seonghwa saw everyone else except one person.

"Where's Hongjoong?", asked Seonghwa as he put down the things bought and looked at Yunho. Yunho pointed in their room and made an action of sleeping. Seonghwa nodded and went to the room slowly opening the door to not wake up Joong.

     He saw a peaceful Hongjoong with puffy eyes sleeping. He cried, Seonghwa thought and sat on the bed of the younger. He was admiring the features of the sleeping one. 'He's cute.' Seonghwa's eyes widened. 'Wait, you can't think like that. He's your member, and there's a no dating policy! Wait..did I just think of dat-' Seonghwa's thoughts got interrupted when he heard Hongjoong giggle, but he was still sleeping.

"Hwa, thank you for being there for me.", murmured Hongjoong while hugging his plushie. 'Cute.' Seonghwa thought and smiled.

"I love you...but I know you don't love me back that way.", he continued, tears were slowly falling from his eyes. Seonghwa understood what that meant. 'I like you Hongjoong, but I just might be confused.'

"Hyung! We can eat now!" shouted Yeosang from the dining area. Hongjoong slowly woke up from the shout and Seonghwa stood up fast, not to be noticed by the other.