Behind the Scenes

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i propped my phone up against my desk sighing as i pressed the "go live" button on instagram

as the viewers began to fill in
my facial expression changed

i mean that is what i'm supposed to do right?

pretend?

i now had a smile on my face reading comments
and replying of course

around 15 minutes later

a knock was heard on my door cutting me off from replying to conner

"come in" i said sighing for about the 30th time today

my sister opened the door telling me mom said to come eat dinner

dinner...

something i haven't eaten in about a year

i usually just make up excuses to avoid it

why? you may ask

the comments

my comments

they said my thighs were too big
my face was too fat
and my stomach too pudgy

and that was only the start

i ended the live
making my way downstairs and took my place at the dinner table

the smell of the food made my stomach rumble

my mom place food on my plate

it looked so good

but i knew i couldn't give in

i already weighed too much
130lbs
58.967 kilograms

*Authors POV*

"mom i need to go can i be excused" the small boy questioned getting up from the table before the mother even got a chance to respond

he made his way upstairs
shut and locked his door

and went straight to bed

he didn't feel like being awake anymore