Summer Desire | Jinkook ✔️

Eleven

Jin takes his jacket from the coat closet and walks out of his apartment door, checking his phone time to see if he had time to grab a coffee before Yoongi came to pick him up. When he gets outside, however, he is shocked to see Jungkook standing on the steps.

"What are you doing here?"

Jungkook holds out a coffee cup to Jin, "I was about to ring the bell. I am here to see you."

"Why?" Jin takes the coffee from him and takes a sip, breathing a sense of satisfaction as he tastes it. He loved coffee in the mornings.

"I am sorry about last night; I shouldn't have kicked you out the way I did."

Jin shrugs his shoulder, "well, you did, and you were pretty upset with me. Anyway, it's fine. I have somewhere to go; let's talk later." He tries walking away, and Jungkook hauls him back to him by his jacket.

"I thought you didn't have work this morning. Where you off to so early?"

Jin looks at Jungkook injured arm and then his face, "I have plans with a friend."

Jungkook got tense with Jin's response, "Is this person a "friend" like me?"

Sighing, Jin looks off towards the people walking along the sidewalk, "Can we talk about this later?"

"No, I want to talk about it now, and I'm not leaving here until we talk. So message your new fuck buddy and let him know you are not coming." Jin stared at Jungkook in disbelief as he held onto his arm. "Go on, get your phone and let him know."

Jin took out his phone and texted Yoongi, letting him know something came up, and he would see him later as opposed to the morning. "Done, are you happy?"

"No, I'm far from happy, Seokjin. Because you being like this is not what I expected."

"Well, glad we are on the same page with something. I never expected you to be like this either."

"What's that supposed to mean? Don't answer that. Let's go inside and talk."

"Let's go to your place, Jimin is resting, and I don't want him hearing this nonsense," Jin suggests and walks down the stairs leaving Jungkook.

*******

Jungkook stared at Jin as he took off his jacket, showing the snug fitted top he was wearing, one that outlined his waist perfectly. "You were going on a date?"

Placing his jacket in Jungkook's coat closet, Jin turned and looked at him, "no, I was meeting up with a friend."

"How many fucking friends do you have, and I do mean the ones you are sleeping with."

"Why are you asking questions you can't handle the answer to? Let's not talk about that, and let's talk about what you really want to talk about. Do you have anything here to eat? I am hungry." Jin leaves Jungkook and heads towards the kitchen.

Jungkook groans in frustration, following Jin he could feel his anger rising as Jin was deflecting everything.

"I know you are mad at me, but let me cook up something we will talk about it, seriously, I mean it. I also have something I'd like you to explain to me too." Jin said to Jungkook as he appeared in the kitchen.

******

The two sat in Jungkook's dining room eating the food Jin made; well, Jin was eating Jungkook refused to eat, not being in the mood. He had a crappy night and didn't sleep, and now he was having a crappy morning because the man he likes kept playing games and treating his feelings as nothing.

"You are not going to eat?"

"Is this some kind of joke to you, Seokjin?"

"Okay, you are not hungry, understood. Fine, let's talk. About last night, what happened shouldn't have happened-"

"Damn right, it shouldn't have! You had a man touched you right in front of my eyes right after we just had sex. I had you on a date, and you didn't even have the decency to say we were on a date. You called me a fucking friend! We are not friends Seokjin, I made that clear to you before I don't want to be a friend, and if I knew that's how you have been seeing me, I wouldn't have allowed myself to be embarrassed like I was last night. Do you have no respect for yourself or towards me? It's not cute or attractive what you are doing. Do you know how hard I had to convince myself you are not a whore after last night? At least it's not how I try to see you, but your behavior last night showed me something different."

Jin's mouths hang open as he stares at Jungkook, "wow, you sure got a lot to say. I won't take offense, though; you might be onto something. Now, tell me if you don't want me calling you a friend, what exactly do you want me to call you?"

Jungkook rolls his eyes, "don't act dumb; you know I have made it clear that I want us to date. It's what I thought we were doing. Moreover, I want us to be exclusive. I shouldn't be lying in bed awake, wondering if you are in another's man bed."

"And what if that's not what I want Jungkook? What happens then?"

Jungkook wasn't expecting that as a response; it only made it him more upset, "why can't it be what you want? Is there something wrong with me? Is it my age?"

"Jungkook-"

"Oh, don't Jungkook me. Taehyung told me last night, he says Jimin knows, and I am sure you know too. It's part of the reason why I showed up so early this morning. Yes, I didn't tell you my age, and I am sorry for that. This is sort of the reason I never told you, I didn't want you treating me less than, but I heard you been knew so foolish me, I guess it's why you have been treating me like this. If it's my age, tell me, be honest with me because I can't change that about me, and I will understand if you want someone who is your age if that's the kind of stuff that matters to you." Jungkook could not pretend when it came to his emotions, especially not in front of someone he cared about. He didn't bother wiping the tears that were flowing from his eyes. "T-Taehyung said, he and Jimin working things out, b-but I guess it's not the same for us, right, cause I am kid, right?"

Jin rubs his hands over his face, then pushes the plate away, no longer having an appetite. "It has nothing to do with your age."

"Then what is it?"

"Nothing, it's nothing. Umm, let's try it. We can date. I, umm, won't see anyone else."

Jungkook looked up at Jin, "d-do, you mean that?"

"Y-yes, I do. I am not good at this, though, Jungkook. This is how I have been living my life, so sorry if I have been hurting you. I enjoy having sex with you, as I do with other men, but seeing you like me as you do, and I think you are cute and charming, I will give it a chance, but make no promises, this will work out. And I want to see more of the Jungkook I met over the summer. You were bold and less pushy with your feelings. I don't mind you telling me how you feel, but not too much, at least not right now. I get scared and want to run when I feel like you are putting everything on me. You are younger, but you are brilliant, and I admire that about you. You are very expressive too, something many lack, and I am speaking of myself here. Anyway, I will give it a shot."

Jungkook felt fair hearing that, "so you are going to stop seeing all those men?"

"For now, yes, I am."

"No, Seokjin, I don't want "for now," be serious here."

"Yes, Jungkook, I will only see and sleep with you, no one else. Is that clear enough?"

"Yeah, it is."