Looks that kill || N.S

True colors

Cora's p.o.v

Yesterday Nikki and I had spent thanksgiving together and we ended up having an evenful night. I woke up this moring to my bed sheets spralled all over the bed and an empty feeling on my left arm. I turned over and didn't  see the black mess Nikki calls his hair there. I was also naked of course. I sighed and said "Nikki?" outloud, who knows maybe he wasn't in bed with me but maybe he was around the house somewhere. There was just silence. I sighed and stood up walking to the bathroom to get in the shower. I washed my body and did everything that I had to do. I got dressed and brushed my hair. I wonder why Nikki just left me like that. I thought we had been doing pretty good these past few days, hell these past few weeks. I didn't want to stay overthinking this. I decided to make myself some coffee and eat a piece of the left over pumpkin pie. As soon as I took the bite I heard the door being unlocked. I was hoping it was Nikki, it wasn't. " Hey girl." Adele speaks with Cilla and Tammy trailing right behind. "Heyyy, How was your guys's thanksgiving?" I asked putting on a smile. I don't know why I even have to do that. I'm legit just being bummed out over this whole thing. "It was good. My parents loved Vince. They were kind of skeptical about him but like they saw how much of a sweetheart he can be." Adele says plopping down on the chair right next to me. "That's great. How about you Tammy?" I asked her finishing up my pie. "Well his parents were so nice. His sister was telling me so many things about Tommy. It was too funny. Overall I think they really liked me though." Tammy responds. "Well I'm glad they liked you. Everybody always does." I smiled at her. "My parents had a party, so a lot of our family members showed up for mine. They all asked me about Tammy. Our aunt Judy was being very judgy, you know how she is." Cilla says. "Ugh I'm glad I didn't go your fam's thanksgiving this year, no offense. I just can't stand our aunt Judy." Tammy laughs. "Oh non taken. Trust me I did everything in my power to avoid her the whole night. She was like already being shady about the fact that our parents let us go on tour with some heavy metal band and like started talking shit about how everything is going to go down for us." Cilla pours herself a cup of coffee. "Family parties and gatherings at our places are always so bland because of her." Tammy said. "Yeah no shit. So anyways do you  guys remember Donny Orland? We used to go to high school with him. He was a senior when we were freshman." Cilla asks us.

"Oh yeah, he used to hangout with your brother right?" I asked. "Yes him, so remember how he was so cute back then well he's even cuter now. My brother still talks to him and invited him to our dinner yesterday. Let's just say we shagged." She says making us all gasp. "And how was he?" Tammy asked for the gossip. "Just as we all imagined. Pretty fucking good." She smirked. We all clapped and hollered,  laughing like the gossip queens that we are. "And get this, he was married." Cilla laughs. "Ohh Priscilla why would you do that if you knew he was married!?" Adele asked her. "I didn't. He put his ring back on his finger once we finished. He then told me his wife was cheating on him with another man." "Hmm I wonder what happened though." Adele says, Priscilla shrugs. I just chuckled slightly and shook my head. "And you Cora? How'd your thanksgiving go?" Tammy asks me. Hmm well I though it was good until the end when I had sex with Nikki and then he decided to leave me in the middle of the night like the ass that he is. I still don't understand why I'm so upset about this, he does this to every girl. I got up and walked over to the sink to put my dishes in the sink. "It went great I guess. My mom hosted her dinner as usual and of course a lot of my family came over. I took Nikki with me." I responded. "What?! Why? " The 3 of them said in unison. "He just didn't have anybody to celebrate with so I told him to come along so he wouldn't be lonely." "What did your mom think of him?" Adele asked me. "She apparently really liked him." I laughed. "Really? I would've never thought that. Well with him being Nikki Sixx." Cilla says. "Yeah neither did I but he made a really good impression on my mom." I answered. "You guys are getting really serious. I mean shit, you introduced him to your family." Tammy spoke. "Oh come on, they're not getting serious. They are just getting fond of each other. And I mean she took him just to be nice." Cilla let's her jealousy take over. "Well actually I don't know. We've spending a lot intimate time together lately, and he hasn't like hooked up with other chicks like he normally does." I explained. "That you know of at least." Priscilla continues. I roll my eyes. I could punch her again if I could. "I just don't know what to think. I really don't want to talk about it. I also don't want to get hyped up about something like this because I'm sure he doesn't even like me. He's probably just commiting because of the contract." I say trying to sike myself out. "Well that could be but that defitnely  doesn't sound like something Nikki would do you know? Like he just doesn't commit to things or people. So for him to be loyal towards you must mean something to him." Adele tells me. "Hm maybe yeah." I shrug it off. "So we were talking and we wanted to kind of start getting ideas together for writing new songs maybe. We want to head over to the motley house so we could practice or like maybe get some advice from the guys. Just so we can start getting prepared. " Priscilla said. "Um sure, I think that's a wonderful idea." I said, I was lowkey happy that I'm gonna get to see Nikki. Everything that I was dweling on seemed to go away at the thought of seeing him. He's kind of my cure or something. "Great, we can actually go right now if that's okay." Adele stands up from sitting down. "Yeah I'm down, let me just grab my stuff. " I run to the room to get my purse and my songbook. We drive down to our destination of course, my heart beating right out of my chest. As we walked in through the door we got greeted by Mick who was sitting on the couch drinking a cup full of whiskey is what it looked like. "Hey Mick." I said. "What's happenin." Mick responds. "Where's the rest of the pack?" Adele asked. "Ah they're in the back playing football surprisingly." Mick laughs. We walk to the door that leads to the backyard and sure enough Vince, Nikki, and Tommy are throwing a football around. "Hey crackheads." I speak. "Hey what's uppp." Tommy says running towards Tammy to hug her. "Hi." I look straight at the one person I was actually excited to see. "Hey." Nikki says. I was going to go in for a hug as soon as Vince yelled "hey Nik pass it!" So obviously Nikki moved away and threw it at him. "Let's go inside yeah?" Nikki asked all of us as he ran inside.