Looks that kill || N.S

Nothing breaks like a heart

Nikki's p.o.v
I awoke to the sun shining bright on my face. I groaned and turned over. That was such a good wet dream of Cora. I haven't had wet dreams like that since I was 17. It was almost too realistic to believe. I sat up and saw myself completely naked. Wait I might have been fucked up but I know for sure I didn't bring home some whore from the bar last night so why the fuck am I naked? It's not like whoever I slept with stayed for me to wake up to in the morning. Usually my one night stands will stay and then I kick them out when I wake up. There was a used condom and wrapper on the floor confirming what had happened. I put my boxers on and walked the restroom to look at myself in the mirror. I looked like complete shit. "What does it matter to you anyways?! You're the one who said you didn't want to be with me!" Cora yelled at me. That was weird, I had flashback of a conversation I had with Cora but I could've sworn I don't remember this. When the hell did this happen? I ignored the thought and went back into the room picking up clothes and stuff that was all over the ground and put it away into my bag. We were heading to London tonight so we have to be packed. "It matters because I do want you! I'm just too fucked up to ever be with you." I told her. What the fuck is going on? Where is all this memory coming from? I started remembering everything that happened after I left the bar. I came back to the hotel, I ended up at Cora's door knocking on it, she had slept with Axl. I flipped out and that's when she made her point of me not wanting to be with her. And I spilled my thoughts out to her. Then she helped me into my room where I was telling her my life story. Then I remember asking her to stay with me. We kissed and then we had sex. Shit. It all came together to me , so it wasn't a sex dream after all. We really did sleep together. Fuck! Well if I thought the sex dream was so good then that means her fuck game was so rich. I smirked to myself remembering how she moaned my name out. I have to talk to her though. I don't want her to think that were anything more than hook up.

I finished taking a shower and getting dressed. I headed on over to Cora's room next door. I knocked on her door and waited for her to answer it. In a few seconds her beautiful face made an appearance. When she saw me she immediately smiled. That made me smile back at her. She was wearing jean shorts, a black shirt that was tied up into a knot showing her torso off, and her black and white converse. Her face was pure heaven to look at. I don't know how I'm gonna tell her what I'm about to say. "Hi." She said. "Hey Cora. Can I come in?" I ask her. "Sure." She moves aside to let me in. I saw that she was also packing her stuff up. "I'm assuming you came to talk to me about what happened last night." Cora says continuing to pack her stuff. "Yeah it was amazing." I simply say. "Yes it was. Who knew you had it in you." She chuckles. I laugh and say "well they don't call me a sex god for no reason." She looks at me and rolls her eyes playfully. "So what do we do now?" She asks folding a shirt and putting it in her suitcase. "Well it didn't really mean anything. I was drunk off my ass and coked out." I said. Cora stopped her actions at my words and looked back at me. "W-What did you say?" She raised an eyebrow. Here we go. "I said it meant nothing. You should've known that immediately when we slept together last night. I mean come on-" Cora cut me off. "Are you serious Nikki?! Do you think this is fucking game?!" She raises her voice throwing the clothes she had in her hands into the suitcase angrily. I know I shouldn't have said what I said next but I couldn't help myself, yes she's someone I'd like to be with but I don't do relationships. This whole self centered asshole thing doesn't go away so easily. "Well yeah, you were an easy play." I responded heartlessly. Her face dropped even more than with what I told her in the beginning. It quickly turned to anger again. "You fucking son of a bitch!" Cora says.

Cora's p.o.v
"You fucking son of a bitch!" I yell at him as the words he just said sting into my heart. "You know what? I'm the idiot here because I keep wanting to play this "game" with you hoping that maybe we'll be something some day but there you go to prove me wrong like always. I don't want to be wondering what the fuck we could be so stop fucking with my heart Nikki Sixx!" I yell at him as a tear threatens to fall. I hold it back. "Oh please spare me the tears." Nikki scoffs. "You are a none other than a womanizing asshole! You use women as if they mean absolutely nothing to you." I tell him. "Because they don't! And you want to know why I like messing with girls like you? It's because they're easy. You were an easy target. I don't care about you at all like you think I do. I just wanted to get in your pants." Nikki smirked crossing his arms over his chest. Fucking asshole. That actually made the tear in my eyes trickle down my cheek. "And you were such a good fuck. I'll give you that." He laughs dryly. "Get the fuck out of my room!" I grab his arm and drag him to the door. "Stay the fuck away from me. It's no wonder your father abandoned you! He saw what a big bastard mistake you were going to be!" I get even more angry and let everything go. Nikki's smug look turned from smirking to angrily. His green eyes turn dark in a matter of seconds. "You are such a bitch! You don't fucking know anything about me. You're just a slut with a deceased father!" He said. I shoved him out of my room with all my force and it worked cause he stumbled over his feet onto the hallway floor. "It's better than having an alcoholic mother and a father who didn't want me Frank Ferrana." I finally said and shut my door. Not wanting to hear anything else this asshole was gonna say. I slid down to floor letting the tears run down my cheeks. I heard Nikki slam his door hard and angrily because the frames that were hanging above the bed moved from how hard he had closed the door. I can't believe he had the fucking audacity to say that to me. It hurt like a mother fucker. I mean I know I was in no place to bring up his past and use it against him as well but at the moment I thought he deserved it for saying that he just wanted to get into my pants. I pulled my knees to my chest and cried my eyes out till I couldn't no more. I heard a knock on my door again so I got up to answer it. It better not be Nikki cause I will punch the fuck out him this time if it is. I opened the door to reveal the girls. "Hey Co- - omg are you okay? Why are you crying?" Adele hugged me as the other girls did too. "I-it was Nikki." I begin to cry again. We get inside the room. "What happened?" Tammy asks me sitting on the bed and removing the hair out of my face. "We had slept together last night." I sniffle and wipe the tears away. "Well why cry about that? Isn't that good news babe?" Adele says. "No! We had an amazing time last night and about 20 minutes ago he came to throw it all in my face that he just wanted to get in my pants." I explain. "Oh honey. Nikki is just an asshole. He always was and always will be." Priscilla consoled me. "You got that right. We argued and then I got mad and mentioned his alcoholic mother and father who had abandoned him as a way to hurt him. He ended up hurting me even more than I did to him because he mentioned my father." One last tear made its way down my cheek at the thought of my dad. "What a dick head. Trust me Cora, he doesn't deserve someone as beautiful and special as you." Tammy rubs her hand up and down my back. "I know. It just stung at what he said. And this is all just bad because I had ran into Axl yesterday and well we um kind of slept together hours before I got with Nikki. Like I feel so fucking used." I sigh picking at the black nail polish on my fingernails. "It's okay Cora. Fuck them. You have other guys to maintain your time with." Priscilla's words gave me boost of confidence. "You're right. I love you guys." I hug them. "Now come on. We have to leave in 10 minutes. And you might want to cover that hickey at the bottom of your ear." Adele says looking at her watch. I packed the rest of my stuff. We all had to meet downstairs in the lobby to wait for the car that was gonna pick us. I rolled my suitcase into the elevator. I got to the lobby where they were all waiting and talking including Doc. Nikki looked at me and then looked away making me roll my eyes behind the sunglasses I was wearing. "The car is here guys let's go." Doc speaks. I pop a bubble with gum I was chewing and shove past Nikki making sure to bump him on the way out. "Bitch." I heard him mumble under his breath. "Dick." I replied and let the guys put my luggage into the car since they usually always do that for us girls. I got inside the limo car and sat next to Tammy. We made our way to the airport ready for London. This should be good.