Honeymoon Baby

Healing Is Harder Than We Ever Expected

AN: This chapter will have P.O.V. sometimes. Their name in bold and this writing. If it's not in this, it's back to third person.
Tissues are a must. Thank you for reading.

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4 weeks later, June 3rd, 2039, Peyton and Audrey's Townhouse, Los Angeles, California

AUDREY

Life is a bitch. A big fat son of a bitch. Who could ever move on from this kind of hurt. Pain. So much fucking pain. I never thought I'd be pregnant, then actually get to enjoy the pregnancy. Now, it's over. My baby's gone. I'm no longer pregnant. And, to be honest, that really fucking hurts.
I know I should get out of bed, brush my hair, take a shower, but...I-I just can't. You know how something hurts so much that everything feels so numb?
That's me. Right now. I'm numb. It's been four weeks...and it still feels like it's been forever. It's been only almost a month.

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Peyton, 28, Audrey's husband, walked into their bedroom. He saw her cuddled up in bed, crying softly, walked over to their bed and sat down.

"Baby girl?" He whispered softly into her ear.

Audrey groans, pulling the covers over her head. "What?"

Peyton sighed deeply, he pulled the covers back and ran a strain of her hair behind her ear. "Baby, don't you think you need to get up, take a shower, brush your hair and get out of bed?"

Audrey groaned, shaking her head. "No...I-I can't, Peyton."

Peyton took a deep breath. "Baby girl..." He said, sighing deeply.

Audrey sniffed loudly as she felt tears falling down her face.

Peyton ran his fingers through her hair. "Audrey..."

Audrey wiped her falling tears. "Peyton, please. I can't!"

He sighed. "Baby-" He says, softly before being cut off.

"Don't you please leave me alone! I don't want to do anything right now." She yells at him.

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PEYTON

My wife, Audrey and I lost our daughter, Bayleigh four weeks ago. Everything has been nothing but numb. Just numb. It's so hard to get passed the hurt. I don't like seeing my wife in pain. We didn't deserve this kind of pain. But, yet, here we are, heartbroken and in pain. I don't even deserve this on my worst enemy, okay? Nobody deserve to lose their child. The way Audrey looked at me just know was breaking my heart. This woman this my whole world. I don't like seeing her in a pain.

Peyton just nodded as he walked out of their bedroom and into their living room. He just took the deepest sigh. He started making a pot of coffee. He just sighed.

He just needed to talk to someone. His mother came to his mind. He grabbed his phone, unlocked it and then found his mother's number and then called her.

"Hello?"

"Hi, Mom."

"Honey, are you okay?" She asked her son.

He took a deep breath. "I don't know, Mom. I'm not sure how I'm holding on..."

Cara sighed. "Sweetie, I'm sorry. Have you two talked about therapy?"

Peyton sighed. "I don't think Audrey is ready for that yet...I don't think I'm for that either. Not yet, anyway."

Cara sighed. "Honey, I think it would help..."

"Yeah? I don't think it will, Mom. It's too early. It's only been 4 weeks. Audrey is still healing from the c section, Mom."

She nodded her head. "You're right, I completely understand."