3rd pov:
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It had been about two closing in on three years since Jade and Y/n broke up, she hates it but she still writes song about Jade. The reletionship was secret so nobody except Jade, Perrie, Jesy, and Leigh-Anne knew who your knew songs were about. You both had to keep it a secret not only would managment not let the two of you come out as a couple but wouldn't let your sexualities out of the closet either. Jade ended the reletionship for resons that you still don't really understand.
Jade and the girls sat in the car on their way to another interview. Jesy groaned before turning on the radio, the beat to your new song playing. The girls didn't realize it was your song until your voice rang through the car.
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I can't help myself I put it down on paper
All the different stages, memories of us
That's the only way I know that I can shake it
Writing all our pages, every single thought
I know you don't like when I'm nostalgic
No you've never tried to understand
Say you're doing fine, don't think about it
Like I do
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
I know that you hate that I got more to say
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
Swear no one will know that every moment was true
All the mistakes and why you ran away
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
I can't wait for you to recognize the stories
Like when you said you loved me or that time on the rooftop
Will you act as if you haven't even heard it
Nothing of it really matters
'Cause I know you don't like when I'm nostalgic
Go back to the start to get an end
Say you're doing fine, don't think about it
Like I do
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
I know that you hate that I got more to say
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
Swear no one will know that every moment was true
All the mistakes and why you ran away
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
Just to get over what we lost, what we lost
I put it in words to clear my thoughts
And just to get over, over us
I had to, I had to
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
I know that you hate that I got more to say
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
Swear no one will know that every moment was true
All the mistakes and why you ran away
Sorry for writing all the songs about you
But I had to, oh, I had to
"Whoo! That was 'Sorry for writing all the songs about you' by miss Y/n L/n who happend to be sitting right across from me. How are you today Y/n?" The interviewer named James asked. "I'm great how are you, James?" You said putting an emphasis on great that Jade noticed. "I'm good. But as usual we have questions. The first being, What was your favorite song on your newest album 'dear past lover'?" He asked. "No today." You answered without any hesatation. "Well in honor of if being your favorite why don't we play it?" He asked and you nodded and the beat played.
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Someday, I won't be afraid of my head
Someday, I will not be chained to my bed
Someday, I'll forget the day he left
But surely not today
One day, I won't need a PhD
To sit me down and tell me what it all means
Maybe one day it'll be a breeze
But surely not today
But surely not today
Oh, you don't know what sadness means
'Til you're too sad to fall asleep
One day, I'll be snoozin' peacefully
But surely not today
Surely not today
One day, I swear the pain will be a blip
I'll have the hardest time recallin' it
I'll be the king of misery management
But surely not today
One day, that song won't make me cry anymore (no, no, no)
One day, I'll get up off the bathroom floor (hey, yeah)
Oh, piece by piece, I'll be restored
But surely not today (surely not)
Ay, not today
Oh, you don't know what happy means
If it's only in your dreams
I'll be acquainted with my jollities
But surely not today
Yeah, surely not today
Surely not
Surely, surely not
Surely not
(Surely not) today
One day, the thought of him won't hurt the same
Won't need distractions to get through the day
I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay
'Cause I'm not today
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Before they could hear anymore of your interveiw, they were at the building for the interview.
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