Not me, Mr Malfoy | Draco Malfoy x Reader

Chapter 12 - A Lot of Shouting

As i walked back to the common room, i laughed to myself. The fact that Blaise walked in on Draco and I and had no idea, kept circling my mind. If i'm being honest, i wasn't really listening to Blaise, i was mostly trying to stop the moans from leaving my lips. 

The halls weren't necessarily empty, i saw a few third years and a group of first years but all of them kept to themselves. Every step i took, made me chuckle. I was surprised i could feel my legs, let alone walk by myself.

I left Draco in the changing rooms, i had classes to attend and he was not going to take me away from my learning. At least that's what i told him, my mind thought different. 

I could do what we just did for hours, the steam rising up past our faces in which were locked together. My fingers running through his hair as his travel around my waist.

My thoughts were cut off by a soft, "y/n?" I turned to find a tall, hufflepuff standing before me. "Cedric!" I shouted. His smile bright and rosy. He pulled me into a tight embrace. 

We hugged for a good few seconds just taking in each other presences. I then broke the hug with a "How have you been?". We began walking, "Its been great, missing you obviously but hanging out with Cho has been a lot of fun." he stated. 

Him and Cho were too perfect. Even though she was an absolute pain, I had seen Cedric smile so much as he does when he talks about her. His relationship was like Romeo and Juliet. 

Except all the forbidden love was none existent for them.

"I notice that every time i see you, Malfoy is always around." He said, sounding more like a question. I didn't know what to say. I hadn't told anyone about Malfoy because we weren't something. 

"Oh you know, just the same classes." I exhaled, not realizing i was holding my breathe. His blank face softened, "Makes sense." I know he could feel the lie flying past my lips.

"M hmm" i nodded wanting to change the conversation. The awkwardness eating the both of us up. 

He wasn't smiling, neither of us were. 

The tension forced me to lie more to him, "I've gotta go so we will speak later Ced." Flashing him a smile. 

It was the only thing i felt that needed to be said at this moment. I felt bad lying to him but i wasn't about to tell him i had fucked Draco Malfoy, multiple times.

He opened his mouth to protest but nothing came out. I looked down at my feet, i couldn't maintain eye contact with him if i was lying. 

its a horrible thing to do, even more to your friends. i felt out of place

Every since whatever Draco and I had, I grew more distant from Cedric. "Ok" i heard him speak, he then walked past me brushing past my shoulder. 

My heart sunk to the floor at his exit. He sounded as though he didn't trust me, i mean why would he, i shouldn't be trusted. 

As he left it hurt but i tried to push it aside and knew he would understand later. I made my way back to the common room to put on some fresh clothes.

When i entered the common room, no one seemed to be around. Everyone was still in class, leaving me bored. It was weird to not see anyone. I didn't even see Blaise, i then laughed again at earlier this morning. 

Eventually i undressed and placed on new clothes, finding a pencil skirt, a green checkered vest, a white colored shirt and a slytherin tie underneath. I put my robes on, grabbing my books and headed off to class.

For the rest of the day i didn't see Blaise nor Malfoy once. That is until after last period. The common room was lively, some people playing chess, others reading, some doing homework and a few just talking in groups. 

I found Blaise, Crabbe, Goyle and Pansy in a group on the couch. Once i walked over all of them began laughing. Well.. Goyle, Crabbe and Pansy were, Blaise was just slightly chuckling (like you would when you didn't hear the joke but the others are laughing, so to not look odd you laugh with them), he looked hurt.

"How was your free period?" Pansy smirked. "Anything fun happened?" I sat down, trying my best not to act suspicious. 

"What are you talking about?" I ask, smiling innocently at her. Crabbe and Goyle started crying with laughter. "And how was your shower?" She smiled. 

I looked at Blaise who had taken sudden interest in his hands. "Steamy" He said, not looking up.

I felt horrible at first, guilt travelling through my veins. But then again how did he know? He seemed fine when he left so i thought. 

Maybe he saw Draco's feet underneath the curtain. Or maybe he had heard Malfoy. Goyle and Crabbe got up, dragging Pansy away because she was being nosy. 

As soon as they walked away, i turned to him. "What did you tell them?" I asked sounding more like a demand. 

"What do you think i said?" He replied, knowing he was pushing my buttons. "Now isn't the time to be a prick Blaise. Just tell me what you said." I spoke sternly.

He took a deep breathe, rolled his eyes and began telling the story, "Once i left, i walked back to the common room and then turned around because i felt you needed an apology. When i got back you were still in the shower, so i thought id just tell you then." He fidgeted with his fingers, he seemed to be trying to calm himself down as i could feel his anger.

"I decided to wait outside the changing room so i could tell you again properly but decided not to because my thoughts got the better of me. 

But i stayed around anyways, I watched you leave, but i heard you talk to someone so when you left, my curiosity got the better of me, so i walked in to find Malfoy, he didn't seem to notice me.

i remembered when you moaned and blamed it on the water." He explained, i could sense the heat radiating off of him.

"so you put two and two together." I stated. He nodded for getting up, looking betrayed. "I thought you liked me" I could hear his voice raising. 

"I kissed you and then you FUCKED MALFOY, FUCKING- slut!" he shouted but whispered the last part.

"i didn't want to kiss you Blaise, don't get mad at me because i don't like you that way." i screamed, only realizing after what i had said, slight guilt brushed by me but  he pissed me off.

"you could have told him no in order to sacrifice this friendship, but no, you couldn't help it because your a whore." he then stormed off, leaving the room and slamming his door as he did so.

He left me alone. 

I walked up the stairs, trying to calm myself down but found my door ajar. Fucking Pansy. My suspicions became clear as she appeared from behind the door. 

She then looked me up and down. "You really like toying with boys, don't you?" She scoffed. "Stay out of it Pansy." I said less confidently. 

She was always so fucking annoying, to think i classed her as a friend. The thought that her lips once touched mine for a brief moment, made me sick to my stomach. 

i was so tired from all the shouting and the drama. I wasn't sure who to blame, or how to feel. All i knew was that i was angry and with that last thought i fell asleep, no dreams or nightmares just an abyss of darkness.