Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

Ok here is a new story I have began to write, hope you all enjoy!

There's a pain in my heart that began to burn. The moment I said it I knew I would regret it, forever. I knew I never would be able to say goodbye. Never in a million years. Or in my lifetime anyway. "You could never break my heart because of that" and in the pit of mt stomach, I knew he was right.

Somehow I never could let. And that was something I was unaccustomed to, I always left things when I didn't think they where working out, But I knew this was different. But I couldn't help myself, I had to stay. There was no way out

Tears Burned in the back of my eyes as they had done many time's before. I wanted things to get better butI had no idea where to begin my serch for answers, To me, it seemed there would be no answers, Only falliure, I wasn't ready, I would not let this crumble underneath me.

I walked out of class that day knowing we would not last a second longer  I unclipped the necklace he had given me a month before. The reminder of what just happened did not need to hsng on my neck. I shoved it in my pocket, and walked to the gym

I climed the stairs of the bus 50 minutes later, not wanting to talk to anyone. He clearly did not care how this relationship went. There where people around him that he could flirt with, fuck, whatever he wanted.I looked at my phone again. Tears welling up in my eyes. It crushed me to think that he did not text me,

It would crush me when he did not say goodmorning, or good night, I knew he did not care. And he knew it, He just was not man enough to say it.

I thought the two years I spent with him would be great. That we would last forever. I soon realizws that we where just some teenage couple. You know the one's that date for a while But soon their time would be up. Like ours,

Which reminds me. I should tell you how I met my boyfriend, Travis. My name's Brenna, I'm 18 years old and Travis is 20. Basic infromation about us. I met Travis three years ago on an internet site called yourway, He messaged me a few time's and I thought he was cool, which he was. We exchanged numbers. and began talking more, Soon me began dating. He asked me out on November 26, It was the happiest day of my life

Things where great. We stayed strong, A whole year went by and I Began to think about moving to Maine. Thank god I didn't.

What would shock me the most is what would happen in febuary.

I was laying in bed thinking about us and I decided to text him. The responce was something that would lay in my mind forever and something I would never forget.

"I love you Emma" from travis

Tears began to brun as I threw the phone at t he wall. Nothing I could ever thought would come to this. I heard my phone vivrate as he began to send me messages. I never answered one.

Now I knew the type of man he was, The one I had been with so many times before. The ones who broke girls hearts and didn't give a shit. That type of man I thought he wasn't. But I was wrong. I was so fucking wrong, Dead wrong

I laid on my back for a while Knowing I should break up with him.  But his "Love" was too powerful for me to forget. I stared into the dark waiting fotr it swallow me and make me feel alive again. The words replayed in my head like a broken reccord, I thought it would never stop.my body burned, my skin felt as if it was on fire. I had nothing to hold on to, I knew this would happen eventually. but I never wanted it to.

Tears made my face wet. And I soon found my eyelids becoming to heavy for me to bare, The pain only got worse. I fell asleep in an instant. Only to find my alarm clock screaming my name the next morning.

I ripped myself from my bed, never wanting to move., The remembrance of last night played in my memory, I made my way to school. Watching everyone around me made me want to scream in pain, I glanced at my phone, It now had a crack on it from when I threw it,.

13 new messages

It read. I knew who they where all from, I read one "Brenna, baby I'm so sorry. It was like in a friend way. Like you would be with one of your friends. Please baby. I'm sorry" He sounded like he was begging, He probaly fucked her. My blood began to boil and I didn't want to hear it any longer.

I went through school with my life crumbling around me. He was my only thought, I got countless messages from him I was incapable of answering one,  13 made it's way to 26 and soon found it self at 39. I thought it would never stop.

My head began to spin and spin until I thought it would come un done and everyone would see how a mess i am. I went on about my day trying not to care about Travis,

I was completely unsecessful.