Destructive Minds [ODA Part 2 || HXH Fanfiction]

Part 7: Back To X Yorknew X City

   We slept in a nearby hotel for the night after our fun time at the amusement park. I wished that we could stay more as this is our first gathering for a while. But I guess everything has its end.

  Not to mention, Grenno interrupted our fun moments, which I didn't appreciate of him. If he didn't call me and told me to come, then we would have fun more.

"Are you nervous?"

   I turned around to see Gon stared at me filled with worry, as we all laid down in our comfort. Alluka and I slept on the two beds, while the two boys were on the floor.

   "I don't know what he wants from me, but I owe him a lot. He helped me in knowing my arm and making me stronger." I said, which is true. Ever since he started helping me, I already owe him which I hate to have.

 "I guess this will be the time to pay him gratitude," I uttered with a smile on my face for him to see, which of course, wasn't the sincerest. He also smiled at me but unlike mine, his was warm. That brought guilt to my heart as I didn't tell him my true opinion about the situation.

   I don't even know why I am growing a grudge against Grenno, when he was willing to help me before despite his busy self. It's just that my heart aches and what's on my mind was that he was a nuisance.

Not just the happiness in me isn't enough, even just a small hate turned into a monster inside of my heart. Just what is wrong with me?

  The next day came in and we finally prepared our departure towards Yorknew City. Zaban City had its own port for ships so we decided to go to the city through it.

Minutes later we made it to the port and it was full of ships, as I couldn't help but stare at them.

  I remember that this is the start of my adventure with Gon and the others, where I decided to leave Captain and my co-workers on the ship. I miss them but they said to not see them anymore, so they could be safe from any threat I'll be carrying. And I know that, too.

Unfortunately, their ship wasn't here at this time so I couldn't be able to see them. We rode towards Yorknew City and we made it without any trouble.

  The city was the same as the time I left it, and it's always been like that. It was dark and bland, no happiness can be felt. The only happy memories I made here were with my father, which I could make even without the city.

There are bullies, kidnappers, and mobs lurking around. I couldn't help but have nightmares. I should have known about my arm's ability before.

We passed through a park with a playground inside it, now filled with children along with their parents, having fun and making friends with each other.

   The world is unfair. The time I was here, I couldn't be able to have a single friend and instead, got bullied for my arm. It wasn't a great experience for me, and it was supposed to be the same for the other children. I wish they could experience the same grief as I had.

As I continued to stare at the happy children as I intended to do terrible things, something flew in front of me, catching my attention.

  It dropped like a feather but it fell as hard as a pebble. Out of curiosity, I lowered my head and found a small paper plane lying on the ground, without the ability to fly anymore.

I knelt down and picked it up, examining it. It was made of sky blue colored paper and it seemed that every fold was made of an origami expert. I remembered making this and playing with my father. Paper plane was the only thing I knew how to fold at that time.

  I couldn't help but smile at the sudden memory that showed up in my mind. But somehow, I was less happy than the last time I reminisced about it.