Waves Of Love

Chapter 6

Todays is my dads day. I have feel something strange in my self. I always crave for avocado and vanilla cake. And I always vomit. I even love to sleep nowadays and I'm a bit lazy to do some workout which is new to me.

My phone alarm and saw that it was a notif that I should be on change my pad since I'm on period, but I remember that I'm not on my period.

And there you go, nasusuka na naman ako na may kasamang pananakit ng tiyan. Tipong parang may umiikot sa loob nito. Medyo masakit na din ang ulo ko at napaupo na lang ako sa toilet.

Hindi ko alam pero may kaba akong naramdaman.

That night... I felt something weird. I felt a little hurt down there. And I'm with a man. Did we...

"No!" pag pigil ko sa inisip ko.

"Nothing happen Atasha. Okay? Nothing happens"

Naligo naman ako bago lumabas ng kwarto, nag paalam din na kakain sa labas dahil inakit ako ni Kayla at Maggie.

"Hi" bati ko ng madatnan ko silang naka upo

"Hi, ahmm..." looks like Kayla wants to tell me something

"Hmm?"

"Atasha, you're doing work out right?" Maggie said

"Yes" sagot ko tsaka naupo sa tabi ni Kayla

"You sure?"

"Why?" I asked

"Atasha, I don't want to be rude huh. But you look a little chubby since last week we saw each other" and thats Kayla

"Yeah I know. I always crave for vanilla cake and Avocado shake" sagot ko naman.

"Do you feel morning sickness?"

"Morning sickness? Why would I? I'm not pregnant" natatawang sambit ko kahit naiisip ko ang bagay na iyon

"Just answer me Atasha. Do you vomit every morning? Or feel tired?" Kayla asked

"Hmm. Y-yeah. Why?" bigla ay kinabahan ako

"I heard Bella talking to someone..." Maggie said

"Then?" I asked

"I heard she said to the phone, 'what if Atasha gets pregnant'" she said

"W-what" bigla ay kinabahan pa ako.

"Atasha, I'm not drunk too much that night. I let Bella bring you back to the room pero sabi niya ay mag uusap muna kayo saglit kaya naman nakatulog na ako noong gabing iyon" Kayla said "Atasha, did something happen to you that night? When you told me you wake up with a guy. Is that real?"

"Kayla, that's the thing I keep on thinking when we get back here in Manila. I feel something weird when I woke up that night. I felt some pain down there" sagot ko ng naiiyak na

"Atasha... I think you need to check"

"No, I'm not doing it. I'm not pregnant" naiiyak na sambit ko

"Atasha, we're here naman" Maggie said

"But I'm afraid. You know, I'm only 19"

"Okay, we will help you, go with Maggie on her condo, I'll buy a pregnancy test for you" she whisphered.

I nodded but before we live, they take out a food before Maggie and I get out the mall while Kayla go to a store to buy a pregnancy test.

Nag drive na ako habang naka sunod lang kay Maggie, thinking of what will possibly happen.

Like, what if I'm pregnant, what should I do, how I'm gonna tell my parents?

Tumigil na si Maggie sa tapat ng isang malaking building kaya naman tumigil na din ako, ng makita ko siyang bumaba ay sumenyas siya sa akin kaya naman bumaba na din ako.